5ummerHeat

@5ummerheat.bsky.social

Sizeplay artist dude. furaffinity.net/user/summerheat (main gallery) aryion.com/g4/user/5ummer (best for uncompressed images) Comms closed. Sorry!

today's appointments are done. time for milk shake. despite having trouble with sweets these go down easy. dairy has been pretty good to me during chemo, never seems to change taste and it counts toward my daily fluids. been really helpful.

tomorrow is road trip for PET scan. wildfire n road closures don't look bad. should be able to make the trip okay. looking forward to it but will have to be careful. immune system is at its riskiest so i won't be leaving the vehicle much. dad's driving me again which is nice.

was hungry, up at all hours, so thought i'd send my buddies big goopy pasta pics at like 4 am to torment them. and man did that backfire. just sittin here unable to eat anything close to what i posted due to being sick. 😫

Bunny doodle page. She was never really fleshed out in any kind of design process so I decided to give her a go for a bit, get some expressions n poses n outfits going. Not perfect but it def gets me closer to understanding her. Planning on doing more of these and ultimately a ref sheet.

imo there's such a distinct lack of sauce (at least stuff that i'm particularly into, no offense ofc) that i really do feel compelled to draw a ton of bullshit when i'm better. i'm excited to get this bullshit medical nonsense over with so i can do that.

tonight's fun, similar to course 2, is my face hurts like fuck. teeth, tongue (all the way down my throat), cheeks, parts of my neck. all very sore, makes it really hard to drink. god help me if i have to cough a little bit. it'll go away in a day or so but man, rough night. can't wait for bed.

The “best” thing about genAI (the quotes are doing heavy work here) is that it’s really lowered the bar on getting into hand-made art. Literally anything you make is better than ai. There’s never been a better time to throw away your fear and start learning that craft you’ve always wanted to learn.

sucks right now because my sweet drinks (soda, juice, iced tea, etc) are missing something like 70% of their potency with my fucked up taste buds. might as well be water. 😅

what really sucks is that while some of my taste has gone down (it's really uneven this time, hard to place) my bitterness has shot way up. taking my medications suuuuucks. it's really strong on the back of my tongue. gotta chew gum right after. 😫

just woke up, feel malaise and mild bloat, weakness is arms and legs is gone. this might not be too too bad but still have to behave myself esp what i eat. so i'm having a small scoop of rice n a few pieces of steamed gyoza i bought earlier in the year.