Ellery Antagonist

@antagonisht.bsky.social

they/them, 31, tme lesbian. header is at least 40% the fault of @cottonprima.bsky.social. icon is also by cotton. i like jjba, mecha, josei manga, mysteries, point and clicks, figure collecting, play-within-a-plays, j-horror, yuri and weird fiction.

drinking a large cold sparkling water in the dark because i got into a migraine loop (getting migraine, taking migraine medication, sleeping 12 hours because they're drowsy-making, getting migraine from oversleeping). what's up.

I'm watching that Kingsman film bc I thought it would be ok to half-pay attention to but it's so annoying...I should have stopped watching after the first scene shows the british secret service heroically killing random people in "the middle east"

managed to write 1242 words yesterday. this is like after weeks of 50-300 word days, so it's a relief. getting out of the pit. i've mostly been working on a transfem abbacchio piece, but i'm not sure if i'll upload it. it's a little darker than my usual stuff?

when I was 17 I managed to get to the interview stage of application to oxford university (1 interview went well the other made me have a meltdown so bad I literally said nothing. I did not pass lol) so I was allowed to spend 2ish days there for free. it's very beautiful.

i wanna go to museums and art galleries again......i lay down and let my brain play through a montage of all the ones i got to go to when i was 16-19 and now i'm seething. i was way too depressed to enjoy those then and now i'm too sick to go to them now. let me see shit!!