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@athazagora.bsky.social

Account for posting lewds and any shamelessly horny yearning stuff, the scraps from main basically. Main is @phobia.bsky.social

It's hard to get mad at all the transphobic comments we get because just read like someone admitting they are a pathetic dipshit and like damn that is a weird thing to come and admit in our comments section but you do you

Final have adhd meds but probably gonna need something that isn't slow release. Still wired at 5am. Trying to like lift and do squats like pls be tired pls be tired

Ever have a crashout about something specific then right as you are leveling out about it you see something targeting the exact anxiety??? Anyways just read an article using my photos and art both uncredited.

One fucking single party of my transition that brought me joy and it's kinda looking like it will be visually ruined for me forever. Don't really know how to feel about it. Or rather what to do. I feel hollow and dead inside and just endlessly angry at the whole deal anymore. Seems pointless.

I feel like we don’t talk about millennials in particular, hitting our 40s - in earlier generations many of us would be reaching the peak of our careers, but because of disaster after disaster, locust after locust eating our industries, many of us are on our 3rd or 4th fresh start.

Every attempt at new clothing in have tried in the last few years has failed. Still wearing the same ripped up hand me down jeans and tank tops. Body just does not fit into anything femme I try. Feeling low low low low low low

Really would love to photograph porn again. Just miss playing in that space, more interesting and fun portraiture. If I know anyone making content that wants free photo shoots I would love the practice.

I eat like 90% vegan now days but since Lilith was out for the day I planned ahead and went all out on some filet mignon. That is the kind of cooking I was good at. Nice to spend so much time on a dish too just have it be perfect.

Saw sex and death, connected with that one. Feel like any thoughts i have on it I'll keep in irl spaces to avoid getting called a bad queer for not cumming the same way someone else does.

on the downside got sick and missed the furry event, on the bright side didnt have to deal with any parasocial weirdos chasing my gf and turning another queer thing into an exhausting nightmare. so who is to say. would have rather gone than get sick though lol

I'm not saying I don't want to draw more varied body types but someone sent a complaint that I only draw skinny characters and my first thought was I don't draw skinny or fat characters, just starving hungry needy characters.

I never know how i feel about bar culture being the only interactable thing here but that said playing with a bunch of wonderful strangers all night is so fucking healing.

person who is not part of a community and has clearly made zero effort to understand the backlash to something from that community: "I don't give a fuck about this! why do you care?!"

Would have had a very successful night at the bar if I felt like picking up women in their young twenties. Shit I guess I'm a butch milf now. I can't have both that and morals.

Last few months been hard and we have to hole up in the house but idkkkkkk kinda liking the vibe of not having to have anxiety over certain interactions I've gotten so fucking tired of. Not really looking forward to it coming back in and sounds like it will come in swinging and stalkery