Dylan Baird (BardicGeek)

@bairdlytrying.games

If I do nothing else, I'd like to raise other voices higher than my own. TTRPG creative / writer and designer. No AI.

You know, boolean searches used to be an effective means to find primary sources or at least secondary sources which referenced in a citations page a reliable primary source. I miss research being viable online and not immediately feeding me what Reddit said last. 🤢

I had a talk with my dad and stepdad about being 40, worried over the state of the world, and not knowing if my career of the last decade was going to still be here next year. It's hard to be that vulberable. I feel better, though. Sometimes the brave thing is to admit when you're scared.

If you can afford to, have the time, and the inclination, a form of self care I highly recommend is cooking yourself a comfort meal. Something that just takes you to a good place. I did not do that. I made pizza. My comfort meal takes a crock pot and like 8 hours. And is really a winter meal.

A simple home made cheese and pepperoni pizza, sitting on top of an oven in a pan much larger than it ended up being. It isn't pretty, but it was tasty.

I have been burnt out from work and not done much for my creative / fun side other than casual video gaming in months. Work's averaging 55-65 hours a week, lately. I'm putting this out there in a "I want to do more, but I have so little left of me" statement, just to explain why you see less design.

Death had a point with "Humans need fantasy to be human." Or, rather if I am more accurately quoting HUMANS NEED FANTASY TO BE HUMAN because in the text Death spoke in all caps without quotes. Sir Terry Pratchett knew what made us most human. I need to tell more stories.

... I might revive the indie ttrpg game I used to run for poops and giggles back in high school and actually trying to mechanize it instead of winging it. It's something I just kind of came up with, but that could be fun.

Filmed 8 tiktoks today. Lost one to "accidental post cannot cancel" problems because the app is awful and an "Unpost" or "Belay that order ensign" button is not available years into use. Basically, talking about my lack of movement on WIPs because my day job is 60ish hours a week lately.

2 years ago I had posted a tiktok that was about 4 minutes long predicting that with Hasbro doing 5.5e they'd begin making digital only content you bought *and* needed a subscription to continue to access. Some people thought me mad, MAD I TELL YOU! Anyway, that actually happened... so...

Last chance to get the first print run of Sadie's game! All copies have arrived and are being shipped to backers and preorders as as soon as the orders close out. Looking forward to hearing how folks enjoy a rules-lite and genre-flexible system.

Sadie is 🎲 Laying It All on the Line 🎲@oakleafinsignia.games · 2mo ago

Pre-orders are going to close on the 24th so that I can focus on shipping out backer orders and then pre-orders! fortune-favors-dice.backerkit.com/hosted_preor...

So my new board game, codenamee SoME, had 5 pages of notes on it after 24 hours, and I already have ordered components for a playtest kit. I have 2 modes. Nothing for months and half a game designed in 1 day. ...I really am my mother's child.

Is starting a story post-apocalypse a variation of in medias res or does that depend on whether or not the personification of said apocalypse is treated as much as a character as it is a setting? Look, if I have trouble sleeping, I play with thought experiments. I blame the movie Sneakers.