Carol Mertz

@carolmertz.itch.io

Game designer. Currently at Innersloth, prev Exploding Kittens. Also worked on HELLCOUCH, With You, We should talk, & lots more lil stuff. 🎮 carolmertz.itch.io 🃏 bit.ly/carolsBGG 🌱 PlayWithYourOwnJunk.com she/her | st. louis, mo | http://carolmertz.com

This speedrun rekindled my interest in Balatro, and has me actually thinking about… MATH?! Quite possibly my favorite GDQ run of all time, which is saying a whole hell of a lot. I just re-watched it this weekend with a similar level of admiration and disbelief, even though I knew how it ended.

Jacob Geller@jacobgeller.com · 4w ago

One of the most nerve-wracking, astonishing gaming feats I've seen performed live. Somehow makes Balatro into an actual gambling game and then, through sheer knowledge of the mechanics, forces the house to lose. youtu.be/A7Go7IXlYLg?...

Does everyone wake up confused in the middle of your first night home after a long trip in a very different environment, hallucinating a nonexistent liminal amalgamation of the two places? or is it just me

if you’ve been impacted by layoffs at bungie or xbox and want to securely and privately discuss it—especially in terms of what this terrible loss of talent means for workers and studios—feel free to reach out: aftermathdotsite@proton.me or nathangrayson.666 on signal

I'm incredibly privileged in that I cannot be laid off, but this relentless dismantling of my industry by irresponsible executives is wearing me down. Most of my friends in game dev have lost their jobs in the last couple of years. So many lives upended and so much institutional knowledge lost.

I don’t have enough patience to collect and follow recipes so I’ve trained myself to just toss ingredients and seasonings together for relatively tasty and round meals. The problem is that if I make something really good I have no idea how I made it and chances are high I’ll never eat it again.

THANKS FOR PLAYING OUR DEMO 🥳 here are some stats from the first week at MIRA R&D: ☕️ 70,944 cups of successfully brewed coffee 🥊 23,411 attempts to punch the punching bag 💳 213,532 failed card swipes keep ur visors peeled for future Among Us Story: On Guard news! 😎

Pattern of Guard investigating with a magnifying glass, running, and clenching their fist. Text says THANK YOU!

Casually watching Star Trek TNG in the background while hanging with a friend: “Wait wait wait hang on you gotta watch this. Riker’s transporter accident clone is about to see Troi for the first time in years and OH THERE HE GOES HE KISSED HER AND CALLED HER IMZADI UGH OMG ok continue your thought”

Godot: - is free & yours to modify - isn’t run by shareholders with a different agenda - doesn’t support genAI - is easy to transition to - is very capable - has its own quirks - exports to desktop & mobile, and to console through 3rd party services (for now) lmk if you need help transition to it

if any Xbox employee from any studio or part of the company want to chat with a reporter about all this, anonymously or otherwise, my email and Signal are in my bio, and I would like to listen. I cannot fathom what everyone must be feeling right now.

I just realized it’s been 10 years since I left the B2B interactive studio I co-founded. I left for a lot of reasons, but mostly so I could make games full time. I’d been making games as a hobby or for clients for 10 years prior to that, but uh… happy 10 full-time years in the industry to me. Wow.