one day you wont need the motivation anymore. itll just come as natural as breathing 🪽

i love being exhausted and pissed and my guts feeling like they’re stabbing me i love having a body ✌️✌️^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^

i have to ask in the work gc if someone can take a shift for me but i’m so nervous T__T i’ve never asked before let alone sent a message in the gc (it’s only ever used to offer shifts..)

i will always be the problem

what’s the point of being alive if my existence makes everyone’s lives harder

everyone would be happier if i was gone

i’m so disappointed in myself

tmi kinda.. i always have to sh*t after dinner and it’s gotten to the point where my mom has asked me TWICE now if im throwing up after i eat… I DONT PURGE .. 😭😭😭 but maybe she’s onto me in her own roundabout way i fear

describe your musical taste in three artists, no genres: the beths magdalena bay olivia rodrigo so hard to only pick 3 😭😭

clary@wickedmarvellous.bsky.social · 3d ago

Describe your musical taste in three artists, no genres: taylor swift the libertines rammstein (only putting internationally acclaimed artists because if i go regional ppl will find out where i am from and i’ll die)

i keep waking up early & in the middle of the night 🫩 what the fuck bruh

all it takes is dedication ⭐🪽

😬

originally barcodedevil on edtwt, i’ve moved here ! ⭐️ dancer ⭐️ vent ⭐️ will prob post meal pics ⭐️ eats little, complains a lot ♡ / ↻ to be moots ! #edtwt #edsky

my mom just told me she got a vial of wegovy or whatever, it’ll genuinely ruin me living in this apartment with her fuck my stupid anorexic life bruh

should i talk 2 my therapist about how i know how id attempt now

sorry for crashing out this morning lol

i wouldn’t consider myself to be suicidal but i figured out how id do it if i was

im so selfish

i don’t deserve to live

i really want to recover but i don’t think i can do it

my coworkers said my body was tea today ✌️ ^__^

i feel like im gonna puke

i love it when a user with a random string of numbers as their name follows me.. like so true! im sure you’re following me for totally normal reasons and nothing weird at all!! ^_^

me and my coworker were talking about our other coworker who always talks about workouts and protein me: yeah i don’t really want to hear about dieting and protein all the time her: yeah.. but like you don’t really have to worry about dieting (she didn’t mean this in a rude way)

today is a day i never thought id see. 114.0

#edsky #caterpillarsky #edtwt

oh my god my arms feel so weak. i’m not moving and i can feel how exhausted they are just from carrying groceries

guys i have visible scars on my arms and my coworker asked me if i had a cat and, forgetting, i said no before saying i had a dog. am i cooked?

hes following hella minors yall be careful its a predo 👎👎👎👎👎👎👎👎👎👎

Kaiser@secretly100wilsons.bsky.social · last wk.

...okay.

h my goddd i want to eat so bad