Alice
@chrysalis.vision
a chrysalis, a long time in the making, hoping to become.... real she/her I'm just going to stop editing this part because this time next week it'll have expanded further discord: pyra_myst 🏳️⚧️
hopefully this is a one off impulse buy and not the start of another hobby
i love explaining a problem, my attempt to impelement a solution and then troubleshooting with the developer to try and get it fixed and then someone else to also say the'yve experienced the problem that they've just heard us talk about and then be weirdly confrontational to the person helping us
its very cute that lexi does trades at gundam events when i get roped into judgely responsibilities
game 4 was against blue red seed which was really fun but eventually i lost game 5 was vs the same deck as game 1, i drew awful they drew well and i'd lost within 3 minutes
game 3 was against green blue 1 year war i got lots of bird modes and not much of anything else 1-2 for the day not out but looking rocky
game 2 was vs green red clan it was a new player and i managed to win but he had fun at least 1-1
newtype challenge for #gundamtcg first game was against purple blue strike freedom that i almost brought myself it managed to control the game and i got strike freedomed 0-1
bleh, stupid rusty touhou skills meaning i can beat this deltarune boss
the real appeal of bimbofication is the fantasy of being hot enough to get away with how adhd you already actually are
it hid and it pretended it didnt exist but it shouldn't be ashamed it did what it could to survive and endure even if it meant not really existing for a while but it came back and it should be proud for trying again after all of that
the best thing about desks that convert between sitting and standing, is you can adjust your chair so your feet don't touch the ground and your desk, so it's a little bit higher than ergonomically recommended and then you feel really small all day while sat at it
queer girl who enjoys games with interesting stories and used to play a lot of touhou and especially the music: i'm quite enjoying deltarune
both the opportunity and the high pressure pretending to be a person thing has passed so now I can just turn back into whatever it is that I actually am
I don't like pretending to be a person, and now I have to pretend to be a person while in a high pressure situation??? what could possibly be worth all this?
there's a great opportunity coming up later today so naturally my brain has decided to make me feel awful over it
the trans girls in the local card game chat getting momentarily distracted and discussing traumatised mech pilots
overhearing a conversation, realising that there are people in the workforce born after pluto was reclassified as a dwarf planet, and immediately turning to dust as the countless years of my life catch up to me in an instant
"my son should be a vampire so I will invent a device to allow him to reshape his body to his most ideal form let's see if he casts away his humanity.... ah, it appears my daughter decided to speedrun her transition too"
building gundam decks in the card game is like mapping out relationships of the pilots I'm currently testing very selfish top x my happiness doesn't matter bottom (very toxic) eventually I will try the trauma bonded polycule
also a set of nested dolls, get them more blankets they're preparing for winter
a set of nested dolls, the outer most one falling apart, the traces of gold show where kintsuki was attempted but it's still not enough the outer doll feels pride, at having protected it's smaller, more delicate insides but only because it can't see they're all as broken as it is
"wednesday is an easier day and i'll have a full days rest after a busy weekend so it'll be fine to work" - past thoughts of a girl currently regretting her decisions