Begging people to let go of as much establishment media as they can possibly muster and enjoy the creativity of their fellows and indie studios/developers.
Crownblossom
@crownblossom.bsky.social
Nonbinary (They/She) Creature(s). Mid-30's. I like art, nature, cats, food, horror, psychology, music, movies & video games. Enjoys things made by the hands and minds of people Banner art by @graveycat.bsky.social, avatar by me
The worst part about depression is how it can cause you to withdraw away from people. Sometimes with the hope that they will notice and reach out and help you feel better. And then when they don't, you only feel worse. Don't do that. Reach out to people. Even if you feel like shit.
Genuinely recommend watching Evil Dead Burn if you haven't yet. Even if you aren't a big fan of the series, if you love horror, you will probably enjoy it. If you are a big fan of the series, plenty of things to love too. It feels heavily inspired by the first movie, with amazing theming.
Would be nice to actually get a "hey, congratulations, you're hired", just once. Happy I'm in a situation where I can more or less get by, but I feel like absolute garbage with all of these rejections.
New profile pic. Made in Blender. I feel like I still have a lot to learn.
Me every time I look at one of those DLSS5 clips. lmao
Sega missed out on the only mascot they ever needed. Bring them back.
Sega missed out on the only mascot they ever needed. Bring them back.
Time to do my extremely rare social media log-in so that I can post a piece of art I made. It feels good to draw again. Thank you, @laurellavandulla.bsky.social, for being a part of my life. I love you 💜
Also, I guess I will do the one like = one mundane fact about me thing, since I'm bored and it's too hot to make my PC run graphically intensive things lmao Heart away!
Still limiting myself when it comes to social media, mostly for my own mental health. Stuff online can move so fast, sometimes it's easy to feel left behind or forgotten. Taking breaks is important though! I hope all of you are well!
Do you think we'll ever actually try to perform some kind of psychological study to determine how being Extremely Online affects your mental state? Like, genuinely. I've been avoiding social media for the most part and my mind is all the calmer for it.
Logging onto Bluesky dot app to say, if you're more likely to abandon a struggling and ignorant individual than stop participating in a game or app or whatever built by a corporation that is actively participating in harm... You really need to reconsider your priorities.
You ever just... not feel much? Sometimes I feel like I barely exist. The things that used to motivate me don't really anymore. Nothing much does.
The world is so busy and noisy and I feel like garbage so often, I wish I had a nice little corner to disappear to. lmao
Heya! 💪🐱 I needed to draw just a nice bust of Gravey again! I had a good time drawing this on stream today. :D
Where does the cool modern queer mid-30's furry go to find a date? Asking for a friend who is me.
Still alive. I guess I should post this since this is my new fursona - Dawn. Art by Mya aka @.tinytigon.bsky.social
I need an outrageously thick woman to sit on me and kill me dead
Once again, there is an ACLU petition specifically made to stop Mastercard from unlawfully policing adult content. It’s getting pretty grim for us out there. Please sign and/or spread the word. action.aclu.org/petition/mas...
Mastercard: Sex Work is Work. End Your Unjust Policy.
Mastercard's new policy unfairly targets the adult content industry, making sex workers more vulnerable, especially Black trans women. It must be stopped.
action.aclu.org
Also, finally got around to playing Bloodborne. It good.
I need to get back to 3D modeling. I'm still proud of this. I've just been so worn out. lmao
Crownblossom@crownblossom.bsky.social · 2y agoI'm working on other things, I swear, but here's something I'm proud of just so I have a post. lol youtu.be/U2zZmqWKsfM?...
I need to try to exist more instead of dissociating into the void forever.
My anxiety has been terrible lately and I just want to feel good and like I can be productive again, please.