Cryo Mariena

@cryomariena.bsky.social

I like big scopes + I cannot lie. Struct bio + mat sci. Boricua. Pastafarian. Opinions = my own. #cryoeming since 2004. She/Her

17 years ago, on a day like today, I had my thesis defense. Definitely one of my favorite presentations ever, even though I was so nervous. So many wonderful developments have happened since then.

Today I turned 45 (and my mom turned 77). I spent a quier day at home. Thinking of the craziness this last year has been. The new people I've met, the opportunities I've been given, the good fortune I've had.

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Today, as pretty much every day, I miss you. I miss your wisdom, your character, your sense of justice, equity, fairness. Your fight to balance the scales. I also miss your humor and humanity. I can't believe that in a world full of randomness, I got to cross paths with you. Ich liebe dich.

Missing you and all your atoms, especially today. We should've been making you blush by singing happy birthday (very offkey) and eating that delicious fruity cake from Wegmans you liked. Happy birthday to you and Sylvia.

J

Save the date: NYC-ISB26 Integrative Structural Biology symposium - Oct 8-9, 2026 Registration coming soon. Integrative structural biology is a powerful approach toward understanding biological macromolecular systems by bridging structural biology and biophysical methods. nysbc.org/nyc-isb26/

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Ha! just realized that not only and I bilingual in (transmission) electron microscopy (TEM/STEM), I'm also bilingual in TEMperatures (🤣🤣, RT and cryo), AND bilingual in scanning and transmission electron microscopy.

Now, even though I say funny things about STEM, I gotta tell you, it's is fun to do, beautiful to collect data in, and I love being able to be bilingual in electron microscopy 😝😝 (TEM and STEM).

Things I say when I'm explaining TEM vs STEM: well, you can think of STEM as reciprocal TEM (always makes people lol). And: oh yeah, because STEM folks don't call it beam, they call it probe, and they don't list the whole beam, just the angle, in mrad 😝

Took a little bit of franken-doing, but, I have two used but in very used condition racks in the old dishwasher. Not more rusted racks. There was blood shed (mine, ofc). But, I did it!

Don't get me wrong, I love biology. A lot. But sometimes I wonder, if I had believed in myself enough, if I couldn't cut it as a mechE. Not too long ago, one of our detectors was acting up. One of my colleagues and I decided to take it apart and check things out, see if anything obvious jumped out