CyanideFIlledCandy
@cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social
She/Her I make videos and other things. Etsy: https://cfcsymone.etsy.com YT: https://www.youtube.com/@cyanidefilledcandy2 Kick: kick.com/cyanidefilledcandy Twitch: twitch.tv/cyanidefilledcandy
So, I find myself wholly unable to complete one of the quests I was actually wanting to complete and thought I had borked it with a mod I added or something. Turns out, no. That particular quest is apparently just bugged to Hell.
Why do I bother trying to be positive about anything ever? It pretty much ALWAYS IMMEDIATELY backfires. 😭
Well, I said I felt better, but now my face is starting to hurt....which has me extremely scared... :/
So, I actually managed to get some sleep last night. Still woke up entirely too early, but at least don't feel like death. Actually only woke up twice (both from bad dreams, so I was definitely sleeping deeply-ish for once).
So, my day to go see my dad got pushed back and I had planned to work everyday until the day of (and maybe attempt to work the day of), but decided to take a day off to rest since I'm not likely going to be able to when I get there.
I want to play video games, but I am legit SO exhausted and sore. (T_T)
Rewatching Markiplier's playthrough of "The Evil Within" because I've been itching to revisit that story. I own both games. I also suck ass at them. (Stealth is not my strong suit.) Rewatching Mark's playthrough, I actually feel better. I'm not completely stupid. It's just a difficult game. Lol
Me: *has 85 hours of Skyrim playtime* Me, whenever one of my friends asks or talks about Skyrim lore:
Sleepy Boo: Monsters Inc. Character Tired
ALT: Sleepy Boo: Monsters Inc. Character Tired
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Decided to try and play Skyrim after like a year and can't get my game to load because it updated, which means now all my many, MANY mods need updating and I may have to start completely from scratch... 🤬😢😢😢
never feel like you have to sketch/line/color a certain way unless you want to. rough sketches, for example, are meant to be for YOU and your process. it can be total chicken scratch as long as you understand it. this might be obvious but i personally have struggled with the "right" way to draw.
I had to Lyft today for a 2 and a half hour workday. 😭 (Honestly, it would've been shorter than that if I hadn't decided to clean the walls.)
My Lyft driver got news that someone passed while I was in the car... 😑 God, what shit news to get while you're working... I just told her I'm sorry and I'd be praying for her and her family.
CyanideFIlledCandy@cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social · 2w agoWell, it turns out that this may be happening way sooner than I expected, so I had to make a GFM. Please don't let the number scare you. I'm more just trying to cover my bases. Anything at all will help us and if you can't, a share is always more than appreciated! 💜 gofund.me/44f7fb208
Ooh! Heard an "Edge of Sleep" commercial in the wild! 😯 (Heard it on the radio on the bus.)
I don't know why I added this to my list... It's literally never going to happen. Lol
I feel so anxious about every little thing right now. I wish I was a stronger/better person. (Not necessarily in regards to the anxiety. Just in general.)!
So, things aren't going as well as we hoped... It's not at all hopeless, but it really feels like it at this moment... 😞
Also wild since transmen still aren't seen as men by the bulk of society. I've always found it crazy that anyone ostracizes an entire group of people that literally do nothing but mind their own business. But when marginalized groups do it to other marginalized groups, it's actually insane to me..
A long ass fucken time ago when I was a teenager, my best friend designed me a vampire sona and a shadow-person sona.You can tell what was hers that I lined and colored and what's mine. Recently I'm getting super into werewolves so there's my werewolf sona to complete the monster list. #zosalotart
That was my first thought when I saw a pic of the new series. That is legitimately pathetic and sad. It's not like she lost anything by them doing so.
Zosalot@zosalot.bsky.social · 2w agoDidnt she confirm she's just trying to erase the original actors for condemning her bigotry with this new shit-show? ESPECIALLY if HP once meant something to you, this new show is spitting on your memories. It looks like shit anyway. I hope the child actors grow up to condemn her too LMAO
So, had this Lyft driver yesterday (because the buses are screwed still...) and she opened by saying how open she was "unlike those other drivers who don’t talk" (which I prefer...) and how I could talk to her about whatever was on my mind, which I tried to politely decline, but ahe pushed...
Well, despite me trying everything I can, I'm pretty sure my vehicle is going to be towed in tomorrow.....which is a neither a problem nor expense I need right now... It truly does pour when it rains...
