~Velyon~

@darthsedai.bsky.social

Fantasy, sci-fi, science, anime, manga, videogames, long novels that I likely will never finish.... In short, just your average girl. Maybe.

y'all are into "enemies to lovers" only when they're not actual enemies but occasional mutual botherers who quirkily annoy each other on Fridays & Tuesdays..... weaklings

Trigger Warning suicide talk whenever someone famous or in a (outwardly, at least) more privileged position than me takes their own life, I feel a sense of immense demotivation and hopelessness. Because if even they couldn't keep pushing through, what hope does the common person have?

Living w/ pain-- including unresolved trauma-- for years is its own complex trauma. When we're not taught the nuts & bolts of realistic, self-compassionate self-talk, mental focus, & physiology habits, all we're left w/ as a "strategy" is avoidance-- which makes it all worse.