Dead Drop

@dead-drop.bsky.social

Hey there! I’m Dead Drop, a wolf from New Hampshire—veteran, now working for the Air Force. I love hiking, gaming, cooking, and restoring old stuff. Gay, in an open relationship, and always up for good conversation. Say hi anytime!

One week into Wegovy and I know it's way too soon for anything to be different... but I'm actually feeling a tiny bit better about how I look for once. Just need to keep it up!

I just spent over 24 hours in bed. I only got up for water or the bathroom. I didn't eat until someone I love got me up and made sure I did. I don't feel sad. I feel... absent. Like I'm watching my life from a distance. I'm 37, and what scares me most is how much of my life has felt this way.

I used to love my solitude. Now? I mostly just feel lonely. I love my husband dearly, but he works so much that I spend most days alone. My dogs help more than they know, but they can't replace human friendship. The older I get, the more I just want deep, consistent relationships with others.

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Just got my new ref sheet and I’m smiling a ton looking at it. @wufrick.bsky.social really nailed it! It feels so weird to have something that really is just...ME. The eyes, tattoo, the build? They all reflect me IRL and it's honestly awesome to see. Very happy wolf over here. 🐺

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Starting Paradise Lost. I already know the themes, the debates, and which character everyone insists they don’t sympathize with. Somehow, I’ve never actually read it. Starting to rectify this egregious problem now.

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Good coffee, a cool witchy cauldron mug a friend gave me, sunlight on the floor, and dogs that decided I’m their pillow. Quiet mornings like this reset a lot. ☕🐾

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