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Got like stupidly drunk last night (surprised i didnt get a bad hangover) but i like realized im the most giggly piece of shit ever lmaoo. I was out there seeing the world like sunshine and lollipops and rainbows everywhere.

Siighh. Youre doing it again. Youre reverting back to your old ways again. Old habits and old ideations of the world. Man… fuck. Shut the fuck up. Youre just your therapist. Youve been like this forever now. Good job on trying next time stop.

im lost again. i thought it was over. I thought what was said would be kept away, and everyone would move on. but what do I expect out of people who dont have the same mindset as me right? apparently we dont know how to cope and leave things alone and think about what was said.

you can spread whatever you want about me. but at least I don't have to live with the guilt of hurting my friends for my own expenses. at least I have the balls to say sorry and stick with that apology.

Idk if im too sober for this or not, but im having thoughts and I need to get it out. Like what would the world actually be like if I never existed. Not in like a “oh everyone will be better off w/o me type of thing” but in a more curious way. Like would the people I know live like now?

just watched Obsession with some friends, and dude... what the fuck was that. like the movie was phenomenal, and blumhouse (my goats) did amazing with the production, but holy fuck. like im still processing everything that had happened. i do recommend watching it, however it is a VERY dark movie!