idk how to say i genuinely like. kind of hate the wc/map community now between what happened recently and before then all ive ever really wanted to do was make art and have other people enjoy said art but so many people have just treated me like fucking shit for no reason and it sucks

been too busy moving to finish uploading my artfight refs and lore and what not but all u need to know are that everyone is batshit fucking crazy and has gross sex trauma

hii guys.. im gonna try and reopen comms soon anyways but if anyone can spare a buck or two for this poor little transgender japanese somewhat disabled canadian immigrant megafaggot etc etc it would really help out a lot, im off my meds and also overdrawn www.paypal.com/paypalme/cha...

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im noottttt gonna lie ive been like, from the start of the year ive been slowly losing my mind completely and idk who i am anymore. so idk how thats going to like affect my stupid ass wc art bullshit

reffing it up for artfight and i started wuith my boy rudy since he needed a ref

hi im taking 5 more of these animated ych pride icons they are 20 bucks each toyhou.se/~bulletins/3...

hi im taking 5 more of these animated ych pride icons they are 20 bucks each toyhou.se/~bulletins/3...

an interesting interpretation #ScarletHollow

idk how to say i kind of like dont really care about getting my maps completed i dont really care about this account. DEFINITELY dont care about my youtube. like i need money so im gonna keep up with this furry shit but like u better believe me when i say. thog dont caare

yeah man did you hear? the guy casting shadows in plato's allegory of the cave got cancelled for casting problematic shadows. yeah its really fucked up especially given that the shadows cast on the wall of the cave are basically the same thing as real things outside of the cave

drawing of my oc Taimyr from a few weeks ago

redrew one of my favorite paranatural panels with my guys ive loved this comic since i was a kid and if uve followed me for long u can see how it influenced my humor lol. from this page: www.paranatural.net/comic/chapte...

happy mothers day 2026

my in laws dog who was deteriorating neurologically and physically until we had to put her down out of pity and love for her. i feel like that. i think im gonna have to be put down bro. i think thats just whats gotta happen

my slow psychological decline. hello to my 2 people who are like "i need to see what this guy is up to" its not good bro

does anyone else just have this shit lurking in the back of your mind every second of every day forever influencing everything you do and everything you are or is that just me

chadeo@desertduo.bsky.social · 4mo ago

yknow like im healing im good but i just feel like this all the time. lack of therapy may be playing a part in this though but. immigrant struggles

my goofy ass cats bro. my god i keep developing all of the side characters. not that i will ever post the story anywhere looooooooool

ok well i guess ill post these too

doodle about how ebird's description of a snow petrel is a poem to me • #art

My new webcomic, Paper Shells, launched today!! It's about a trans woman trying to get tenure while her relationship falls apart, and also, there's werewolves. You can read the whole first chapter right now!! And you should!! papershells.webcomic.ws/comics/1/#co...

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i dont care about maaappss i dont care about map parts or animation memes ive given up on all my dreams and im at peace with it. im just like perfectly content not doing anything anymore

idk u just kinda grow up as a kid being like i wanna be a popular warrior cats animator and then u get child sex abused for years and years and years and your brain can really only think about that to be honest. i cant really do focus on anything else

still on the idgaf train. heres a new guy. like if people are? interested? in my oc shit i can like. post that but its also like. something kinda happened to me man i just kinda had a huge brain shift. this is alias's dad

i cannot lie i kinda dgaf about maintaining any sort of online presence like aside from toyhouse because i need money lol but um like. ill still post here sometimes im just kinda in my not giving a fuck era

well ok this is elaine. she/her. 27 y/o. cervitaur. generalized anxiety creature but tends to be blunt and offend people on accident because she doesn't really have any social graces. th link if you want to read more: toyhou.se/1019222.elaine

and this is charisse. they/she. 26 y/o. severely traumatized individual who wants nothing to do with anyone except for Some reason they take elaine in and help her heal after The Incident that takes her arm/eye. th link if you want to read more: toyhou.se/1019242.char...

Happy TDOV! My transgender comic just posted its last page today, so if you like reading comics in one big gulp, nows your chance!

Hershel Deercliff@deercliff.itch.io · 2y ago

Hey! You should check out my webcomic, Un/Bound. It's about a lesbian with demonic possession going on a road trip to find her missing brother. It's got -weird sapphic pining -two (2) cool dogs -an evil purple worm The R in RV stands for Retraumatization! Read today! unslashbound.the-comic.org

suuuuper overdue comm for @invaderfuzzytalon.bsky.social!! it was painful but i like how it turned out

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I remember learning about the Hays Code in film school and how it made it so that any amoral protagonist had to meet karmic justice by the end of the film and going “wow, that’s really silly” and then once a week I log online and see people argue that we need stuff like that now or it’s problematic