Jwilliawd

@jwilliawd.bsky.social

35, looking for fun, friends and FFun! Don't be a fucking bigot, kindness is sexy ❤️ (he/him) IG: james_williawd York, UK

Is there anything more humbling than realising, a few days after following, that it's an account just posting photos of guys they like and not actually themselves? Need to do my research better 😑

So I yesterday I got hypnotised. It's something I've been interested in for a while, actively exploring for the past month or so. I've been interested to improve on motivation in the gym, I'm seeing amazing results coasting at like 50%, the idea of what I could see if I'm giving 90% is a big goal.

Last few weeks I've really felt like I've just been/barely showing up for myself, but somethings clicked in the last couple days, and feeling SO back on my bullshit ✌️

Tattooed man posing in green underwear, smiling

I'm ill for the first time in forever, and I don't know if I'm a functional adult now or what is up, but not being able to do the productive things I want to is pissing me off so much... back in the day I'd be milking this for all it's worth to stay in bed and avoid the world 🥲

Old and tired: You’ll never be happy with your body as a bodybuilder. New and less nihilistic, you sad meat man: You’ll strive to love your body and the journey itself. Celebrate effort and progress, not a non-existent end state. Unless you’re a sexy ghost. That’s an end state.

Whenever I doubt how much I've fat I've lost, nothing has the power to bring it into focus like an airline seat. Economy flights on a budget airline and I can sit without actively leaning away from the person next to me? Outstanding.

Beyond happy with the progress I've seen in the gym recently! It's been just over 10 weeks since I started working with a new trainer and (actually) committing. About 20lbs down, and muscle 😮 Excuse the photo quality (really need to work on that now I feel like there's something to show for it...)

Tired but happy-looking man flexing both arms, legs slightly apart, showing progress gained in the last 10 weeks