Sometimes I wish I had more meaningful things to say on social media than just posting about business stuff. I feel like I'm such a boring and uninteresting person, unless I'm able to talk one-on-one with people in private settings.
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I know it's bad to compare yourself to others, but sometimes I see the amazing commissions my clients have gotten from other artists and I'm like "bro why'd you pick me, my art is shit in comparison" But then I remember "Wait, they PICKED me!!!" and I'm fine again.
This is random but I repeatedly gained & lost a lot of weight over the past few years due to stress and health problems and it's been a huge hit to my self-esteem. BUT!!! I've been exercising and dieting and I've successfully lost enough weight to fit into my previous size jeans!! HOORAY
I completely do not subscribe to the "fall in love, get married, have kids, dedicate your whole life to raising children, die" life path. That shit ain't for me. Love and sharing my life with my partner(s) is as far as it goes for me. But I am not interested in marriage or having kids. Just. No.
I cut my own hair for the first time and it came out decent 👍 I wasn't expecting perfect but it's better than I thought I'd do. No super obvious mistakes. I'm doing more layering and blending on the top tomorrow. Good learning experience. :3
Some folks try to hide their horrendous and harmful behavior behind buzzwords and phrases that SOUND good-willed and innocent at face value, but in reality they have an insufferable, vengeful, and uncompromising personality. I haven't dealt with that kinda thing in years, but it still sucks to see.
The immediate doom and gloom that gamers express about almost anything is really funny every time.
I'm sorry my vibes have been so.. depressed and frantic for a while. :( Survival is hard right now.
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Chronic social anxiety suuucks, especially when you have an active DESIRE to socialize. I'm a person of momentum, once I've built it I can maintain that momentum no problem. But if I take a break for longer than a few days, it all resets. 😔
