I've gotten a few negative comments to my other ns fic and now I'm terrified to keep posting it bc idk how much more negativity I can take
Lily
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I've reached a point where I'm too scared to write in general and this is just breaking my heart. I genuinely dunno what I should do now
Really regret returning to write ns-fics right at this moment sigh
I keep waking up poorly and in pain so now I'm just so fucking tired 😭
Hiding your fics in an unrevealed collection is actually a really good way to get them out of your sight and you won't lose them
Seriously considering if I'd just hide Like Magnets for now. I can't even look at it without my mood crashing and my insecurity flaring super badly
Written in the Stars kurasefi chapter 7 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/874375... Decided to start posting this again, maybe sharing it will get me more excited to write it again <3
My Song of Horror playthrough finally made me lose a character 😂 I'm so sorry Ernest, I will do better next time
A part of me is like, "I can keep posting Like Magnets" but the other part doesn't want to bother bc if ppl hate it NOW, they're just gonna hate the coming chapters too. I would need to rewrite stuff and I really don't care at this point
I could continue writing my kurasefi omegaverse space au but idk
I ended up starting anxiety meds again but I chose the ones that shouldn't blunt my emotions and they also shouldn't cause weight gain. They've already helped a little but I'm still not okay yet, not even close
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Cloud's vulnerable expressions will be the death of me いい顔だ indeed 🥰
How is Sephiroth resisting the urge to pin him down and fuck him within an inch of his life
I played FFVII Remake recently and cheated a little (put maximum damage on and played the last chapter through chapter select so I can skip the highway boss), and now I'm playing Rebirth from the beginning again. I am having a lot of fun now, especially after deciding to ditch Queen's Blood
