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Vixie

@vixine.bsky.social

She/they | 24 | 🌈 your local sexed up abusive lesbian 🌈 | I'm passionate about music, books & being gentle and kind | 🌱ⓥ

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Vixie @vixine.bsky.social · yesterday

Do these look okay chat?

Vixie @vixine.bsky.social · yesterday

What is university even about bro

Ramiel 🐇 comms closed @pawberry.bsky.social · 6d ago

Mouse

Team Talarico @teamtalaricohq.bsky.social · 5d ago

James Talarico: In this race, we went up against our own Goliaths. The richest man in the world, the most powerful man in the world, and the entire Washington D.C. establishment. You were my slingshot. The people of Texas were my slingshot. And tonight, we defeated Goliath.

Vixie @vixine.bsky.social · 5d ago

I deleted Twitter from my phone today

Vixie @vixine.bsky.social · last wk.

Was a kitty cat for Halloween

🍊 Kadej @xkadejx.bsky.social · last wk.

@vixine.bsky.social @nickieisyoppie.bsky.social @iaranja.bsky.social :3

Vixie @vixine.bsky.social · 2w ago

I hate writing these captions. It makes me feel like an onlyfans model. Anyway cool pictures woag wow, which one y'all like better?

Vixie @vixine.bsky.social · 3w ago

I main Silver btw

Vixie @vixine.bsky.social · 3w ago

Good day gang

Vivi @viv1ku.bsky.social · 4w ago

Miku loves you!!! Miku's cute design by @talentlesshuman.bsky.social 💙💗🤍💗💙 #trans #art #digitalart #Miku #transrights

Tal 🐇🕰️🃏@talentlesshuman.bsky.social · 5mo ago

🩵🩷🤍🩷🩵 🏳️‍⚧️ Miku loves you!

#fanart #illustration #drawing of #hatsunemiku in a #lovecore #fashion style with the #transpride flag colors on the outfit! Text on the image says "trans rights are human rights!"

#talentlessart #miku #vocaloid

Vixie @vixine.bsky.social · last mo.

I am so happy with this one!!! Go follow Vivi, she does amazing work :3

Vivi@viv1ku.bsky.social · last mo.

A commission of a cute serval cat ref-sheet done for @vixine.bsky.social ✨💛✨💛✨💛 #furry #art #digitalart #furryart #commission

Vixie @vixine.bsky.social · last mo.

I'm learning

Vixie @vixine.bsky.social · 2mo ago

Went to an emo party yesterday

Vixie @vixine.bsky.social · 2mo ago

Trimmed my bangs + poem

Vixie @vixine.bsky.social · 2mo ago

Needed a bookmark so I made one

Vixie @vixine.bsky.social · 2mo ago

What we thinking gang?

₌🎴₌ 𝖒𝖆𝖈𝖍𝖎 𝖒𝖔𝖗𝖎 ₌❤️‍🩹₌@machitoons.newgrounds.com · 2mo ago

graphic depiction of my personal gender theory: explanation in ALT text

Machi's gender theory

from outside to inside:

1. gender-norm - "mother bird"
societal gender norms, gender roles, the conceptualizations of what gender is, how it should be and all of the semantics and politics connected to it

2. perceived gender - "nest"
the gender "performance", as Butler might reductively call it, can either be convincing or not. Whether the immediate surroundings consider us to meet their expectations for gender, i.e. not conflicting their world-view and in doing so confusing/aggravating them, or whether we fail to impacts the interplay between the individual and the group. But also the self-perception is included in the "nest", what we see in the mirror, how we see ourselves, etc.

3. performed gender - "shell"
If perceived gender is defined by the success of the performance then the performed gender is the performance itself. Together with the above three sections I consider it to make up the "outer gender". The performed gender can either agree with the inner gender via honest self-expression but also disagree (to avoid conflict between shell and nest) on purpose, f.e. via boymoding.

4. conscious gender - "albumen (egg white)"
most would call this the "gender identity". What is meant is what the individual sees themselves as, their current inner self-perception, the aware thoughts regarding their gender identity, and so on. Unlike Butler I consider this an integral part of the term "gender".

5. subconscious gender - "yolk"
I wish to stress that I consider this to be the truest "gender" there is. When, for instance, a transgender person is still in denial then their conscious gender may still be falsely cisgender, but there is a psychological inner core that, depending on size and opacity (metaphorically speaking) creates feelings of dysphoric, euphoric or apathetic nature. A self-identified cis man may at a deeper level, which has yet to break through to the conscious, be something else. The yolk can only be assumed, even by the self.

Vixie @vixine.bsky.social · 2mo ago

Every time I try to work on myself and grow I feel disconnected from those close to me, despite of my best efforts not to. Then, every time I've pursued periods of self refinement, I've entered a period of solitude, and I don't know what this means or how to get around it.