Velociwraptor
@ruggerhostage.bsky.social
Evacuated from Twitter. Bondage lover, kinkster, goofball. Recon: OtterlyAbsurd FetLife: Velociwraptor Switched: ruggerhostage
It might have been my birthday week but @tattoodemonslut.bsky.social wanted me wrapped up as his gift.
It's my birthday today and yes I plan on being being gift wrapped later this week. Please send kidnapper vibes.
Had a dream in which a straight friend offered unprompted to tie me up if I was interested. I woke up torn between feeling awkward and feeling annoyed that I woke up before it happened lol.
I suppose it's something I could brag about but one of the very few disappointments from the previous weekend was finding out a comfortable gag does not fit me because my neck is too thick. :(
Hope everyone is having a great day! Currently @kinkytiedgaymer.bsky.social is enjoying his Independence Day by giving up any semblance of it. 😈
Maybe I should make my own Recon! With blackjack! And hookers!
I need to cross check which of the photos on here I've shared from way back (like pre beard times lol) when I had a photoshoot with Retrorope. But I definitely love these two because it really captured a fantasy of being captured but getting myself out.
If there's any signs I'm still a little masochistic it's the fact I did 6 deadlifts and 3 cycles of split squats, pull ups, and jump rope among a few other things then woke up this morning going "huh, maybe I did like that"
Saying @kinkytiedgaymer.bsky.social sounds like Roger Rabbit when he is in pain was worth the inevitable revenge he's going to bestow on me next month. 😇
PS Getting complimented/comforted by other kinksters is so funny. "I want to hold you for ransom, hope you're doing well" Love you weirdos.
Introspection things: 1) I posted a longer journal entry on Fet but basically I'm in a weird (but expected) head space and may end up deleting a few pics from here suddenly, not because of privacy or legal concerns but because of body image issues
On the one hand next year I'll try to go multiple days for IML and also by then I won't deal with sudden "oh hey I'm still in therapy" moments creeping in. On the other I got to meet some new people and had some very hot experiences. So I think after all that, still worth it.
Started off the weekend in Chicago with a giant happy hour discount margarita, delicious Mexican food, and being put in my sleepsack and edged by @tattoodemonslut.bsky.social
One more before I head out to Chicago myself today: when I decided to go to IML after a rugby tournament and got in some more pain to the degree where I was giggling in delirium.
One more set of first IML photos: some different hogtie situations
Another first IML memory: when a friend trapped me in his rubber sleepsack.
Going to IML on Friday - won't be like my first time when I was on public display but so far looking pretty promising. :)
Every time I see that promo photo of Your Friends and Neighbors with Jon Hamm and those leather gloves I need a cold shower. 🥵
Plans formed for IML, now to put my new therapy skills to play in making sure I don't talk myself out of a good time 🫠