Velociwraptor

@ruggerhostage.bsky.social

Evacuated from Twitter. Bondage lover, kinkster, goofball. Recon: OtterlyAbsurd FetLife: Velociwraptor Switched: ruggerhostage

I suppose it's something I could brag about but one of the very few disappointments from the previous weekend was finding out a comfortable gag does not fit me because my neck is too thick. :(

I need to cross check which of the photos on here I've shared from way back (like pre beard times lol) when I had a photoshoot with Retrorope. But I definitely love these two because it really captured a fantasy of being captured but getting myself out.

If there's any signs I'm still a little masochistic it's the fact I did 6 deadlifts and 3 cycles of split squats, pull ups, and jump rope among a few other things then woke up this morning going "huh, maybe I did like that"

Introspection things: 1) I posted a longer journal entry on Fet but basically I'm in a weird (but expected) head space and may end up deleting a few pics from here suddenly, not because of privacy or legal concerns but because of body image issues

On the one hand next year I'll try to go multiple days for IML and also by then I won't deal with sudden "oh hey I'm still in therapy" moments creeping in. On the other I got to meet some new people and had some very hot experiences. So I think after all that, still worth it.

One more before I head out to Chicago myself today: when I decided to go to IML after a rugby tournament and got in some more pain to the degree where I was giggling in delirium.

So weird question: for those of my friends who are switchier but started as subs, do you remember what made you more even just 90% sub as opposed to 100%? Asking as someone who has switched like once or twice but generally just feels a little awkward and good getting involved more helps with this.

I know what it's trying to say but it still tickles me when people say variations of "being healthy" for hookups. BRB faxing over my MyChart labs and my miles ran during the week to see if I can get in gear with you.