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@ferroflesh.bsky.social

Mac, 30, monster enthusiast, occasional artist, FFXIV, horror movies, warframe My only goal is exist

I’m a sad sack, I’m trying to not get snarky at booting up FFXIV again and see I’ve been kicked from my friends free company guild thing, like it’s such a small thing but it stings!!! Just boot the game moron!!! Need to get over myself

I’m not doing well. But we continue forward until we can’t go anymore. I decided to get another tattoo as both a funny and a reminder to try and do better despite everything. I think about the Frog and the Scorpion a lot. More so than usual.

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I'm very slow and kinda stupid considering, ive been like "ah i get it now... I get some of the things that were asked of me and why." fuck dude

I’ve been in and out of fugue and panicked states over what happened and I’ll talk about it some later but I’m just going to do whatever and figure myself out. Ain’t got anything else planned but trying to live. After all I gotta be there for this little guy if anything else

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I’m going to clean my account, I’ve been in my emotions for a few days and should have stepped back over jumping to word vomit everywhere. I should have done better, I should have talked better. I should have said I’m ok with waiting and given people space. Im going to refrain from talking about it

There’s no sugar coating it. I suck at reading tone via text. I just keep messing up , fuck me running dude. I’m tired. I’ll pick myself up later, rn I’m just going away for awhile.

hello I am modern aaa game designer. the shareholders told me to make the game longer. I do not wish to make the game longer. they told me to make the game longer or I lose job. I make the player collect 6 potatoes for 5% damage resistance. The shareholders are happy. I've been laid off.

Crushed@silenttakedown.bsky.social · 3w ago

yeah sure whatever, let lara croft cook potato stew on her phone for 2m0s of damage resistance who gives a shit anymore

a screenshot from the upcoming remake of Tomb Raider 1. lara croft is looking at her phone in the middle of an ancient ruin, and it's showing her a generic crafting menu, and a png of saucepan of stew that apparently her phone lets her cook for "Damage resistance" if she has 6 potatoes

To anyone who, like me, has suffered from "by the time I am done with work I have no energy left to work on things for me" disease, I can highly recommend giving yourself an hour (or even just 30 mins) at the START of your day to just draw for you. It seems so simple but took me forever to do.