i lost my lucky coin and i think unfortunately i think ive lost it for good and i feel so uncomfortabl

im so frustruated with myself. ive been on meds again for 2 days and im not 100% but i feel... more cohesive and solid than ive been in months, maybe years. But i didnt TRY hard enough to get back on meds sooner and my life's kinda in shambles as a result. god this blows dude.

I will be THRILLED to draw for people to help reach this goal. Your OCs, your pets, your friends' OCs, your favorite character, anybody you want doing really anything you want (including NSFW!) - I'm always open, just get in touch 💟 lavender-arts.com lavenderarts@protonmail.com vgen.co/lavenderarts

🦇🎃 LavenderArts: Commissions ON SALE! 🍂🌙@lavenderarts.bsky.social · 2w ago

Ok, good news: Nash is coming home tomorrow. Bad news: his medical bills are looking quite extensive, I can provide a full report if desired. I can't absorb all of it, my family can help, but I need to contribute at least a portion of it. I'll be doing sales for the rest of 2026 to help get started.

Adjusted my diet so hard I had little Cesar’s and it betrayed me

I learned that cats will sometimes just do things to stress u out but they’re fine

Mac@ferroflesh.bsky.social · 2w ago

Was getting close to freaking out if brisket didn’t eat today. I switched his kibble and he didn’t like it but I don’t think he realized I switched it back yesterday

Was getting close to freaking out if brisket didn’t eat today. I switched his kibble and he didn’t like it but I don’t think he realized I switched it back yesterday

Nvm it got worse

I’ve got a laundry list of vent art to attempt

I’m a sad sack, I’m trying to not get snarky at booting up FFXIV again and see I’ve been kicked from my friends free company guild thing, like it’s such a small thing but it stings!!! Just boot the game moron!!! Need to get over myself

I’m not doing well. But we continue forward until we can’t go anymore. I decided to get another tattoo as both a funny and a reminder to try and do better despite everything. I think about the Frog and the Scorpion a lot. More so than usual.

saw these and unfortunately trying to take em to heart

I'm very slow and kinda stupid considering, ive been like "ah i get it now... I get some of the things that were asked of me and why." fuck dude

I’ve been in and out of fugue and panicked states over what happened and I’ll talk about it some later but I’m just going to do whatever and figure myself out. Ain’t got anything else planned but trying to live. After all I gotta be there for this little guy if anything else

Just hoping with everything's done. Just hoping I've not made another mistake somehow somehow.

staring at the shark deck i was building, yea i think im just gonna sell these

I’m going to clean my account, I’ve been in my emotions for a few days and should have stepped back over jumping to word vomit everywhere. I should have done better, I should have talked better. I should have said I’m ok with waiting and given people space. Im going to refrain from talking about it

Sure why not. Guy misread some part of my order for food and just said “Chaos for Elijah?” Cuz hell why not

To the few folks still around, thanks for everything.

I keep forgetting that “/j” and other tone indicators would actually save my ass and prevent issues but here I am

I’m in such a state that seeing my little guy use my shirt as a tent on my cat tree brought me to tears. I love this goober so much

There’s no sugar coating it. I suck at reading tone via text. I just keep messing up , fuck me running dude. I’m tired. I’ll pick myself up later, rn I’m just going away for awhile.

Every day I relate to this man more and more. Every day it’s a new mistake. I’m tired. I’m so tired.

hello I am modern aaa game designer. the shareholders told me to make the game longer. I do not wish to make the game longer. they told me to make the game longer or I lose job. I make the player collect 6 potatoes for 5% damage resistance. The shareholders are happy. I've been laid off.

Crushed@silenttakedown.bsky.social · last mo.

yeah sure whatever, let lara croft cook potato stew on her phone for 2m0s of damage resistance who gives a shit anymore

just thinking of The Whisper mission and the voice line from Xol "You are alone."

I’ve reached a threshold of I can no longer ignore my allergy, a single Reese is making me nauseous and wobbly so yippie…

[OC] I must admit, while working on this design, I did consider Wide Witch ~

DETTAN 🏳️‍⚧️ ☛ COMMS CLOSED@dettanarts.bsky.social · 2mo ago

[OC] I'm still tinkering with her design but this witch and her demon pet are back ~ She's fun to draw, but needs an extra oomph to her! I'll get there eventually...

To anyone who, like me, has suffered from "by the time I am done with work I have no energy left to work on things for me" disease, I can highly recommend giving yourself an hour (or even just 30 mins) at the START of your day to just draw for you. It seems so simple but took me forever to do.

— For too long, I looked for my own path in your footsteps.

branches bend inward. ‹ #estellelabelle #oc #ocsky › 🎨: hexhogs

Perennial reminder that the big corporation does not care about you and there are better alternatives.