// so tired of ""friends"" not putting the same amount of effort in as I. Literally everyone is so fake bro. I literally can't trust anyone here, discord, anywhere. I just want to vc with soemone but NO one gives a damn bc I'm not important in anyone's life. Fuck this stupid shit I'm done
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@theknocker.bsky.social
mun 23
// I wanna delete my account again.
// Man the amount of times I tried erping as Bones but it never continuing. My oc ugly or something? Lol xd Nah it's probably bc I suck as a rper and a person
// at the er ONCE AFAIN π’π’
Am I really going to get dommed by a giant owl who is also my bestie? Why yes. Way farther than Zen or anyone who has previously want me face first in the pillow. Happy Sunday β¨
// Bones is a grumpy old man. That's how he'll always be. It's not impossible to get on his caring and loving side tho. Just have patience :(
// accidentally qrtinh a comment thread rp kill me
A giggle " You being under me (basically) is triggering my broody instincts... stupid bird brain can't tell the difference between an egg and a cutie. " Feathers peaking out a bit, he'd wrap his wings around him now
" Geheheh, 's fine ... I dun' mind either way . " [ ... he pulls him in for a tighter hug, as he continued to chuckle . ] " Y'er very cuddly, too ... n' very handsome . "
Not following or saying anything, he stood there, arms crossed. Angry as hell.
"I can call you a vulture boy if it makes you feel any better." He would then turn back around
// hehe new muse incoming (Bones newborn child basically)
" no. I want to know what the hell you called me. What does that even mean?? " Snarling...
He is however not stopping, continuing to walk. "You heard me. Now come along the tea will over stew."
" tu-- " ?! He stopped walking, glaring up at him " What the fuck did you just say, big guy... ? "
"You're the one who brought up me not being able to handle you," He would turn around to face him, now walking backwards. "Don't worry you'll get your moss tundra boy."
Anyone wanna date. I'm bored.
don't fuck with me i'll shapeshift into you and throw it back
( he bit onto Zen's fingers! Okay maybe not the best idea to feed him. He's fully in the zone, not replying, just protecting. It wasn't anything personal! He just was broody and was... protecting an egg that wasn't there since the baby is a mammal and inside him. His eyes looked at Zen, +
I got ya..promise.. [Neither one of them have eaten truth be told..still..zen's reaching into a pouch and just producing dried meat. Rations.] Here. if ya hungry, that is.
( a loooow vulture screech came from him, swaying side to side. Who knows how long he'll be broody... has he even eaten? He's been in bed ALL day! )
'M here, love. I got ya.
( beak clicks, he was mid transformation, super super defensive. He even has his wings open to appear bigger... like he was protecting an egg. He also almost accidentally pecked Zen's leg but it was a miss. )
[Cuddling him. don't ask how he got here.]
( feisty vulture noises, cuddling in blankets as he hissed at nothing but the roaring winds outdoors... )
( nesting right now, very broody )
( nesting right now, very broody )
I will be kinder and more gentle.
Okay, Well, since I've worked with both the physical and mentally ill, I'm noticing signs of PTSD and extreme paranoia. You're an alcoholic, and your body sadly has gotten used to that as a coping mechanism. However, mister, +
[He's not just drinking it, he's chugging the water. Every last drop that bones had in one take, complete with a very loud final gulp and a 'guh'] ..you an' Eros need to realize, when I say I'm not knowledgeable I mean it. Never been in a school. Never read a book- Self taught. So..nothing.
// canis talking shit on the sidelines is noncanon his ass is still frozen
( !! He glared at him for a second. He wasn't supposed to move..he quickly snatched him down back on his lap and forced him into a cuddle ) ... Zen, how uneducated are you in the mental health field? ( Blinking slowly, grabbing the ice cold water to force him to drink it. Strong little guy... )
..My head..pounding noise in my damn skull. [Slowly bringing his hand back to his side, just to raise it and place against his temple. That breathing slowly yet finally returning to normal.] ..i'm..sorry.
// Zen needs some weed and Zoloft
Zen. Ze- ( Noticing the trembling, blinking slowly. PTSD. Paranoia. He knows this. It isn't just visions... correct. He can't let go of something traumatic, losing someone important to him. Bones looked around for a bit, side eyeing everything. ) Z- +
Watching the light leave her eyes as she tries to speak, to say..how much she hates me. How much I..I failed her. And- [Slowly closing his hands, and opening them again. over. And over. And Over. Breathing getting more short- panting almost. He's in a whole different place right now.]
... ( Stern faced for a second, frowning slowly ) ... Zen. Why didn't you tell us this. ( He didn't want to attempt comfort, he was opening up so he felt it was for the best ) What are you seeing.
nightmares, an' i'm trying to not drink them away but all I can do is go visit her grave and ask why it wasnt me! I cant do it alone anymore.
( his eyes widened, he quickly grabbed his arm! ) Eros. You must rest. Please, my bed is cleared off. ( He completely dismissed the offer, worried now. He felt even more regret. He tried guiding him ) Is it your transformation? Do you need steak? Water? ... Wine? Anything? Oh dear, Eros.* π¦
weather outside of here, but. i can try my best.