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32 yo sapphic drawing creature i am a system w schizophrenia please be kind

in the realm of little personal wins, at least, acquiring my first capital Q quality mattress has absolutely helped w the insomnia problem already and it’s only been a few days yet Once I catch up on a decade of sleep debt it’s all over for any obstacle

the thing is like public health child literacy civil rights social justice rural poverty once you personally have become rich and successful, those things only matter if you still have the capacity to care deeply about people outside your immediate circle and that is harder than becoming rich

When a good and decent person leaves this world, I think the best thing we can do to honor them is to try to put even more goodness and decency into the world. It's not that we can replace them or their contribution. It's just that we need it all the more now that they're gone.

A reminder that Dolly Parton is the reason we have Buffy the Vampire Slayer! She hated the movie but believed the show could be amazing so she let them film on her sound studio. By season 2, it was a HIT! As a thank you, Buffy Summers and Dolly Parton share the same birthday. January 19th.

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Capricorn on the cusp of Aquarius. You?

Not many celebs could make me genuinely bummed out about or personally affected by their deaths, but, no surprise Dolly Parton is one World was objectively better having her in it, her having just been talking about the stuff she still wants to do, it is making me tear up a little

the reason I only casually make DR theories and just trust Toby to take me on the intended journey overall is bc I remember the bait and switch that was the last shot of the demo/chapter 1, and what chapter 2 opens with/reveals actually happened wrt that shot you can’t assume Anything

hot tip replace 45 minutes of whatever you listen to daily w recordings of birdsong wether that bores you or not and then thank me in five years

another reason to hate AI is how it’s responsible for autocorrect doing increasingly baffling things like, it used to be you could reliably decode what a sentence humorously but mildly butchered by autocorrect meant to say, but now it can end up such gibberish there’s just no sure parsing it

if you’re a millennial and having your own kids now, if one is autistic & stims with hand flapping, I’m begging you to Not try to “break” that habit I’ve never felt joy the same or as strong since the day shaming successfully eroded the hand flapping instinct to death and I doubt I’m the only one

Good news is I’m getting a proper bed again by this weekend and I’m hoping the first good quality mattress I’ve ever had will help w the insomnia problem bc that makes all other problems easier to tackle afterward

Let’s all kick my family’s asses for choosing to destroy me so thoroughly when I begged for any emotional support at all that I’ve no joke been permanently physically crippled from stress and emotionally have such severe pavlov pain and anhedonia about my own art i can’t draw anymore In Minecraft

"Indies will save us" No! YOU WILL SAVE INDIES! Go leave a review for that neat indie game you like, share the trailer for an upcoming game you're anticipating, tell your fave developer they did a good job, go tell people about such and such game that's just come out, you can make a difference!

got to Distress someone who was trying to be a smartass by reminding them Homestuck is Older than Bojack Horseman and Rick and Morty so a Divorced Bojack Dad is statistically likely to be younger than a Vriska Homestuck Mom