Renris

@theamazingshockrat.bsky.social

Dumb genderfluid writer, certified cheerleader, mostly a shock mouse with different forms, nerd in various areas. Pancakes :V 18+ only.

Random sick and just waking up thoughts: When you were a kid did you repeat a song that was horribly adult in meaning but you being a kid didn't know any better? For me, it was Genuwine Pony. My mom yelled at me to not sing that and I didn't know for a long time until later why, obviously. =p

Funeral is done since a good few hours ago, my aunt looked peaceful. While I don't think nothing will break me as hard as my grandfather's death any family death can still be effect you, at least if they were in your life at some point I suppose. I guess now its the slow process of mentally healing

Stress is piling up, I think I underestimated how much funeral prep was going to effect me. I think its hard since most family is either elderly or has major issues with them. Having to shell out a huge chunk of money for my cousin on top of making sure everything is right has been mentally taxing.

I fucking LOVE seeing accounts that admit to gen AI usage get fucking destroyed and deactivated within a couple hours of admitting to using it because the community backlash was swift and severe. Keep that shit up. Be the change you want to see in the world~

Hello there. Do me a favor. Stand up and wiggle your butt. If you heard crinkles. It means you are one happy smols, yes, look at that happy big smile <3 if you didnt hear anything, what are you waiting for? Diaper up and wiggle around <3 smile on ~

My aunt passed away very recently, I'm sad but not crying since I was mostly around her as a kid and lost contact as an adult. My cousin is broken since that was his mom. Any form of family death is hard, I think I'll be okay but it gives a haunting feeling from having death around me... a lot.

Since my digiboyfriend posted some of his inkling art the other day. I'm sharing some more of mine. I don't have a lot of inkling art. But when I got the first three pics, they were independently, however, now that I'm looking at them, I got an accidental sequence. lol #ABDL #Diaper #Messy

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Hate this heatwave. Been dealing with heat headaches and there's still two more days of this. =w= This brings back memories of staying in Ocilla Georgia staying with my great grandma when my grandfather took me as a kid and only having a single ceiling fan outside of the room.

My blood brother called me on the phone the other day. We had a very long convo. He finally called me little sis. I cried on the phone after. He finally FINALLY! Accepted me for me!