ok i think like. the thing about the ozempic-skinny that celebrities r trying to do rn for some reason is that it's like not a body type. like it's not anything. theres no goal other than "be on the most ozempic anyone has ever been on"

it's so messed up that R's in english used to be rolled like they are in pretty much every other language but somewhere along the line everyone was like nah they should sound lame

listen i understand they're trying to sell being super skinny rn but so many celebrities look so skinny it's like not glamorous. like. the skinny of the past was impossible and unhealthy but like they could sell it bc they still looked alive and stuff.

i am sorry i don't post much art anymore. i have lost mutuals whose work i respected. but it is the consequences of my own behaviors. i hope the road ahead is positive and i am able to grow up and act better and get everything in order and stuff

we will see if there is a sincere way to become better and not just apologize and rush to try to do something to get better and then fail

yo what should i do once i turn sane

i have changed my settings to NOT share my fucking instagram story on facebook SOOOOOO MANY FUCKING TIMES AND EVERY TIME IT MEANS NOTHING

okay. soon it will be over. i will be sane once again

ooo lookie what i got. supercrush! vol. 1 by @dirtcupart.bsky.social

i'm pretty sure the chicken inside of taquitos from aldis is the same stuff inside of 70s stuffed animals

i have made an appointment with a therapist

i have some big terrible opinions on weather or not zim is an adult going to school with a bunch of children and that opinion is that he is a thing. like hes a thing. the way like a fairy or other monster or diety is a thing. like he is just a thing

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i have emailed 7 therapists

i need to sort out whatever is wrong w me where sometimes i just go insane for no reason

no one wishes i wasn't like this more than me

sorry i'm annoying its bc there are no outlets for anything bc im trapped in rural ny without a car and the only person i have to talk to is my mom who only knows how to reinforce the problems she gave me

trying to have less mental breakdowns and i know im mentally unwell but like it's fucking insane to see a post where i'm like "why do only rapists like me" and then reply like "well you seem really offputting and annoying" like

ok i was gonna go and delete like all my posts ever bc i feel like i am constantly having very public mental breakdowns but i haven't actually had a public mental breakdown in at least a week which i think is actually pretty good for me i think ive been doing better

i'm sorry

i'm way too mentally ill i don't have anyone who cares

whatever i have too many problems people aren't gonna like me bc i have too many problems I KNOW!!!!!! i get it!!!! people hate when you have problems and they abandon you over and over again i already know!!!!!

i am ruining my career every day

someone should apologize to me for once

if i did do acrylic standees of xenon. would that be acceptable? i dont know. i think they would be fun but many people have felt strongly against that type of merch

i miss chain smoking cat girl

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mmmm yes.... obtaining a new and cute little notebook will cure me of my mental illness and turn me into a shark eyed type a productivity megafucker... the last several cute new notebooks didn't, but this one will be different, surely.

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🇵🇸 Caleb 𓇼 ⋆｡˚ 𓆝⋆｡˚ 𓇼 🏳️‍⚧️@littlestpersimmon.bsky.social · 2d ago

Currently losing my mind bc I dont know how to deal with my aging parents bc we live in the global south. We dont have any facilities that is comparable even 20% of what americans are used to. But if i dont step up theyll die, and i dont want that. Idk I just feel so alone and helpless