Doe

@doefulwoeful.bsky.social

Writer, Masters in English, MMO player. In my 30s. California born KCMO driven circa 2010

I love Di Gi Charat but the best part was definitely "Three idiots protecting their baby, who is also an alien space princess that wants to kidnap the main character and hold her ransom (she is also an alien space princess)" These guys had a CHOKEHOLD on my adolescence

The Black Gema Gema Gang from Di~Gi~Charat - Rik, Ky and Coo and Piyoko Analogue III

The cruelest thing otomes do is make an incredibly hot guy and relegate him to side character or villain so I can't dialogue tree my way into their bed

Every single update to Discord's mobile app makes it look worse, respond worse and adds some feature I don't give a shit about. The new autocorrect is ultra-sensitive and refused to accept the word I wanted (changing in to I'm incorrectly in a sentence)

Just got an insane spam email where the preview was like, "Hello, I think we (jsfjkdfhfd) need to talk about something. Pause an instant to hesitate, exhale deeply, and pay attention entirely on this (jhdfkjsdhf) message" and while I am not going to click on it GOD do I want to click on it

The issue is if I talk about Castille for five seconds my hyperfocus about him returns but he's not in any MMO universe anymore so I am going to have to be the one to infect everyone else with him

Lmao I tried to look up why melatonin makes me feel so shitty the next day and apparently if you take too much based on your body chemistry it makes you feel hung over. Is this what feeling hung over is like??? I have never drank enough to get hung over. This is awful! You do this shit on purpose?

media literacy is all about finding a balance between critical thinking and surface level enjoyment. too much surface level enjoyment and u become a chud excusing horrible things. too much critical thinking and ull be grasping at straws and will never enjoy any piece of art for the rest of ur life

The Antigod is a god who sucked so bad that the other gods removed any memory of him from the universe's memory. Despite being chained down by the four other gods he colluded with to change universal law (long story) they could not render him powerless so he regularly tries to reach out to people

Thinkin about my guys... my dudes... my blorbos deluxe in my original universe, and how they relate to the gods who are very much real and have trapped them in different torment nexuses to some degree (sorry for the handwriting I'm on my remarkable)

Mel: the gods have abandoned me because I did not venerate them enough and my fear at being abandoned a second time keeps me on the Antigod's leash

Castille: The Antigod's abandonment of me proves that the gods are inherently capable of error and therefore not divine. I will put myself in their place and make better, more human decisions for everyone, but chiefly myself.

Varik: I have seen the evils that the gods are capable of and will act with the hand of mercy and justice the divine is entirely incapable of.

March: Oh how I wish that you had never shown me mercy, as your love has forced me to act against my wishes and in your name.

I always hesitate to talk about writing and my characters to some extent because I feel like I approach it in a way that sounds dispassionate. My guys are my guys and I love them all but at the end of the day they are story devices to me. I create them for a reason. They're fictional

I feel like I am from a different school of thought because I don't really "traumatize a character for character development", I built them like that on purpose because I am interested to see how that informs their reactions in the writing. They aren't real people. I can't upset them

[ OC Questions ]@ocqotd.bsky.social · 2d ago

Be honest. Did you traumatize your original character for the sake of character development? Was it for better or for worse? #OCASK #OCQOTD #OCSKY