drummer 🥁
@drummergaming.bsky.social
Not an actual drummer ✿ 21 ✿ She/her ✿ Transfem ✿ #1 Dr. Pepper drinker ✿ I stream sometimes ✿ Inconsistently skilled gamer ✿ Beat Saber enthusiast ✿ Socials: https://allmylinks.com/drummer
I for one abandoned twitter because it was instrumental in helping the current group of monsters get elected and had already begun to fester into a hateful, rage inducing cess pool of slurs. So when people say "haha you left because of AI and now-" no, a lot of us didn't.
I'm playing in the US Beat Saber tourney for Team Nevada! Really hyped to play in it and see how far we get :)
I honestly really enjoy it, when I can sit in a VC and not be expected to talk Just vibing with people I like
For Beat Saber & ULTRAKILL enthusiasts: I made a BeatLeader clan for Beat Saber players that also are also ULTRAKILL players / fans. If you're interested in joining, send your BL profile link in the discord :> beatleader.com/clan/UKMD discord.gg/VV7d9ZhHCc
You're a VTuber even if you haven't streamed in a while. You're a VTuber even if you use a PNG. You're a VTuber even if you don't talk by normal means. You're a VTuber even if you don't do it on a set schedule. You're a VTuber even if you redebut or redesign. You're you-- that's all you need.
ultrakill image that precedes unfortunate event (brutal difficulty btw)
When you struggle with gender dysphoria and you come out as trans, things might feel worse. You might be more aware of how being trans negatively affects your life. Maybe things start to feel more real, so your lows hit harder. But you need to keep going: youtu.be/X6mVP28tMw8
You Came Out As Trans.. What Next?
YouTube video by nyaraVT
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Whether its voice training, make up or other parts of the journey. Know that its okay to not be 'good' at something straight away. Talent doesn't really exist, people aren't inherently good at something. It's a willingness to be 'bad' and practicing that makes us "become" good at something
Happy TDOV. There's not a lot I could say that others already haven't, but; none of this shit was your fault. How you've been treated for this long had nothing to do with who you are in your heart. There was nothing you did to deserve any of this. I hope you can love yourself as much as I love you.
Not every trans person chooses to be visible, & not every one can. On TDOV, I'd like to acknowledge those of us who either can't or don't feel safe enough to express themselves, and thank those who are visible for offering up hope and a community. Without you all, I would not be where I am today!
Someone ahead of me went inactive... I guess I'm top 50 in the United States on ScoreSaber now lmao
Something lowkirkenuinely kinda crazy I realized: When I got to #150 global on SS, I had only 2 550s. Now at #124, I have nearly two pages of 550+ (including a 580), and the person ahead of me is like 30pp ahead. I already knew ranking up would be tough, but this is truly something else lmao
it is that one day where I update the number in my bio on every social media platform I'm active on 🫠
having your whole body shaved clean feels so goodd skin feels so soft, but it takes so long to do only lasts like maybe a daay, what the fuqqq T~T
2026 goals post, both general & Beat Saber specific. (will pin this btw)
is it wrong to not really have any personal goals for 2026 and rather just hoping its less of a shitshow than 2025
And this is why I avoid playing maps that are in the latest scoresaber batch
I am rank 69 in the united states on ScoreSaber (nice)
