My defense is really coming together. IBing and FDing make so much sense now. I just gotta make that a habit so I can do it without thinking and I don’t get my skull caved in by overheads.
Made the mistake of looking at twitter. Realized there is nothing happening there that I don’t know about. It’s just toxic slop that hurts my eyeballs
I’m currently on a strive break. Any games I can play to pass the time?
I’m gonna lose it if I keep getting misgendered. Mb for not voice training ig
@lilcardscammer.bsky.social HC suck rn, but 3.5 HC was top 5 no lie
Improvement is very hard. I want to not feel so road blocked by my own emotions. I’m scared of losing and embarrassing myself. It might be a good problem to have, because if I get past this I’m confident moving forward.
ive never felt more lost with strive. Im not good enough to play pot, and i feel empty playing anyone else. I was so fucking carried bro
Pot is just Arcsys’s favorite child. Like I refuse to believe otherwise.
Going to do my very best not to make this a vent post by that much. Emotions are spooky Thank you for listening
BlueSky is trying to monetize so let's show them some numbers: Reskeet this if you refuse to pay for BlueSky+ until trust & safety decides to prioritize marginalized users. That's $96 / year of lost revenue for each reskeet...
I am around 1 day from just giving up on Strive. The only thing is, nothing else in life has been enjoyable enough to make a career out of. So it’s attempt to keep going or I’m omega fucked
I’m so grateful to be in the orgs I’m in. They aren’t just letters I put next to my name. They’re all fantastic communities. The first org I was ever in I’ll always be grateful for, but the three I’m a part of now; MASH, OEG, and GNC? These are really special to me.