Escorian

@escorian.bsky.social

Trans Variety Streamer + Twitch affiliate She/Her YouTube Channel : http://youtube.com/EscoNitz Twitch Channel: http://twitch.tv/Escorian Business Email: EscoNitzYT@gmail.com

Is your room a mess because adhd and now you finally are working yourself up mentally to clean it but are getting overwhelmed? Don't listen to people without adhd who say to start with the little things. Aim for the big objects, they help you feel less overwhelmed because how much space they clear.

Remember when you start feeling those pangs of extreme depression (and trust me I know all about them) take 3 (or more) deep breaths. While taking those deep breaths think of everyone YOU care about.

Go into the hospital in less than a month for at least a couple weeks for monitoring then probably scheduling brain surgery after that. I really wish I had/could afford a laptop at this point in time to take with me. I fear my online peeps are gonna forget me for being gone so long.

I wish it was easier for people to understand how hard it is to communicate, even to try to keep a conversation going. It's not like I purposely stop talking or don't want to. Then when people think it is on purpose it just builds up that self hate that maybe they are seeing something I am not.

Getting my stuff set up again for streaming, Lost all my bot commands but restored them, stream labs tipping has been fixed, teespring stuff had to be reset on a different site, I have my throne set up to help with groceries, I have treat stream enabled if you wish to buy me a lunch/dinner.