Waterryy (GO3 neutralist)

@ethanolnwater.bsky.social

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The stupidest thing is that I know this isn't the real problem, I know that I am the problem, that I have a miserable brain that won't ever be happy about anything And I tried to do something about it, once, and failed Now I have no idea what to do with myself

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is there anything else to life than studying to just go and enslave yourself until you die? Please tell me there's more Bc my parents just think I'm "too depressing" I want it to be something else, another option, please tell me there's more options I don't wanna do this

And all I get "Keep pushing through, you gotta finish this" And I don't know if it's right from me to want a different answer I don't want to keep pushing through, this shit makes me miserable, this is horrible but yet I'm privileged enough to even have the audacity to feel miserable about it

Waterryy (GO3 neutralist)@ethanolnwater.bsky.social · 2d ago

Staring at my career like: I don't wanna spend my life like this... The future is so depressing, and nothing makes me feel like I'm making the right choice I just know I'll never be happy with my life no matter what and it's annoying