been struggling to write narrative but I did have some time to outline my new Exarkan story and I think I figured out how to run the 1st plotline I came up with, but also how to do an Alien-inspired horror story separately that still connects to the main narrative.
DJ Farrell
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erotica writer with a focus on girls with dicks dominating pussygirls, consensual submission, less consensual mind control and body horror. NSFW 🔞 profile pic made in pic-crew via star-trek-dumb-comics.tumblr
finding inspiration for smut writing in the funniest places; an anarchist anthropology book about the origin of debt and money. it made me think about how the practice of "slavegirls" in my Garden setting could work, what the society values, and how it's structured.
trying to moodboard characters for my super serious not-horny sci-fi writing and boy is it hard to find actresses who have played a world weary veteran/old hand who plays dumb on purpose. Like Gary Oldman in Slow Horses but without the griminess or boorishness.
gonna tape this to the top of my computre screen so then i remember it when im trying to churn through any of the billion first drafts i have
I can't stress enough the importance of making shitty things. Shitty writing. Shitty art. Shitty paintings. Shitty films. Shitty songs. Shitty sculptures. Shitty is beautiful, because it's human. There's no glory without shitty. Get out there and shit things up.
From '93 till INFINITY? In *this* economy???
Ben Folds FIVE? In this economy?
leaning back in my chair, running a hand over my chin, tapping on the desk for a minute, then clicking "interested"
is it the enemies to lovers trope if one of the women is a reanimated corpse puppeted by a sentient (albeit malfunctioning) warship, and she saved the other woman, who is an amnesiac now starting to fall under the effects of the subliminal control of the warship's soldier control protocols?
back on my doodles. A girl surprised to find a very large dick where her pussy was.
had an epiphany about several different story ideas that I'd been playing around with and anyway I started drafting
Having a blast reading "this ascent to divinity is lewder than expected." Girl gets magically transformed into a slamming hottie with an enormous cock and transported to a magical realm, and faces such questions she's never dealt with, like 'where can a bitch find condoms?'
finally managed to break out of my writing funk last night and get some words on the page. Feels good man. Who knew?
New sketch: a femme training room at a more stringent finishing academy, producing highly trained slave girls for the Garden’s many Mistresses. The girls hone their skills on cutting edge biofeedback simulators, so they know just how to work a girlcock.
As an erudite smut author I'm constantly split between the metatextual subversion of titillating over-the-top porn tropes and the fact that such tropes make me so hornt that I pass out from the resulting nosebleed
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tonight’s doodle. More tracing work, got a little creative with the fishnet.
thinking about going straight up fanfic with an idea i had; it's Slow Horses, set in post-Dominion War Star Trek. Our reject heroes are Starfleet Intelligence officers who have been put out to pasture for messing up. They find themselves tangled up in a plot by wannabe Section 31 proponents
taking stock of projects The Garden spa visit [remastered]: final-ish draft? femme training/boarding school/spies(??): 0th draft the 3 ditsy Mistresses get femdommed: 0th draft Exarkan enemies-to-lovers with a dash of unfinished mind erasure: 1st drafting Bacchanal HOA Doorfuckers: 2nd draft?
Tested out inking with a sketch of a "fuckbox,” a piece of architecture common to the Garden. It’s like a gloryhole, but more comfortable for the pussygirls giving head to dickgirls. And they’re usually translucent, and filled with eager sluts!
trying digital art again. May flesh this one out more. A sketch of a femme peacekeeper in the Garden. Rita’s here to serve 🫡
trying out a new name here. Faye didn't quite feel like something I wanted to go by. I'll leave the handle though. testing "DJ" out. D for Diziet, J for Jadzia, two of my favorite characters. Let's see if it sticks. In other news, some potential for new material out this year. Life has been busy!
I somehow never managed to watch the last three episodes of Arcane, which I definitely thought I did. Anyway, watched it finally yesterday and damn! Some really gorgeous sequences visually. The alternate universe episode I think reignited my personal interest in the characters too
your 5 favorite female vocalists in no particular order, currently: rita lukea caroline polachek charli xcx tove lo slayyyter
your 5 favorite female vocalists in no particular order, more recent edition: Beyoncé Brandi Carlile Amber Mark Remi Wolf AURORA
what's funny is that while I stand by this, section 31 ended up such a lazy bargain-bin direct-to-streaming product (derogatory) that considering any political analysis of it is surreally comical, like judging the politics of a sandwich. It was bad and boring, not solely bad Star Trek.
I am so goddamned tired of the "hard men doing hard things" reactionary conservative bent of modern Trek. It's why I deeply despised season 3 of Picard, why I really disliked most of Discovery and why I am so very very skeptical of the S31 movie.
this applies to any and all characters I've written about! and it is not limited to drawing - please feel free to create things in settings I've written about
accidentally clicked on a femme-presenting underwear ad in ig and now my ads are hyper fixed on that topic. Very cool way to suddenly have a ton of dysphoria triggered!