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NSFW side account for @fe3htrash.bsky.social <3 21 Minors DNI If I don't know you I will block you sorry about that :( I will mostly post about my main ships AKA Claudevain, Dimihilda, Hildalix, Maricedes, Lysinette, etc <3

Got a discord violation for. Not even joking. Messaging myself too many times too quickly in my private server where I'm the only person there. TWICE. Thankfully they removed it both times but I had to change my password for no reason ugh

So many things are wrong right now. So I'm being defiant by listing the things that are going right <3 1. My eating disorder got demoted from active, to "History Of" after it being in remission for five years 2. My new anti-depressant is helping me actually fall asleep which is INSANE

Working at my new old job (same job different store) and the longer I'm here the more Im discovering that every single other person who works here is a super nerd like me... its female nerd heaven at this store!!! Makeup store ran by nerds is exactly what the universe needs :DDD

Ten billion emotional damage from Knightfight. It was so worth it I got ten billion new ideas especially after reading the first volume of Dark Knights of Steel and the two issues of White Knight Red Hood... wait for me otp I'll start writing for you soon...

LIFE UPDATE!!! TW heavy mental health stuff Well the AO3 author's curse has gotten me hard. My antidepressants have stopped working after 8 years, so I need to change them and I got this news in the same week as finding out that my 9yr cousin tried to take his own life so. The Mines.

The best part about going back to my old fandom is that I've been called a "veteran" shipper of my OTP a couple of times now and it makes me laugh so hard!!! Also like. There's actual MERCH of my OTP now. Do you know how dire it used to be in the mines back in my day.

Arkham Knight's Jason will always have infinite appeal to me because holy shit what an amazing take on his character. But White Knight Jason has grabbed me by the heart and soul because he just. Fucking left. Was tortured but was let go when the Joker got the information he wanted??? And then left??

Batman White Knight Universe has captured my brain. Gotta read all of it so that I can pick out what I like about it and make it my own <3 even just reading the DC Compact version gave me soo many new Red Hood brainworms bc the implications of Jason in this universe are so tasty >:]

Things I cried over today: 1. Seeing the Death in the Family cover at the bookstore today 2. Reading the mini Jaybin short story in Nightwing Fear State 3. The ending of the White Knight compact version 4. Sam Neill and Jurassic Park