starting to resort to my bed and sleep just to escape it all

Will smoke 3 cigarettes in a roll and pray to feel good if even for a second

I am sad, hungry, anxious, want to die, these fucking meds don't work

Me: I don't want to look at this fetish Some puritan: That fetish is EVIL and BAD Me: I want the person into that fetish to double down and do it and post it more

Hearing my cat purr is one of the few things that brings me relief on this dreadful life

Well, any test who got that I am disorganized and chaotic is already right

acid@blood-stain.bsky.social · last wk.

Doing tests right after I woke up just to make my brain work www.idrlabs.com/smart-attach...

Why do I feel so full when I barely ate anything?

I need a hard slap and a hug (on that order)

Stupid me was vulnerable with a therapist

this is how i feel rn

bro i feel like my antidepressants actually dont do anything at all am i stupid

1053cals of pizza milk and sweets, I feel like trash

On my 5th cigarette of the day

Treating people I like: 1-like trash and scared they will hate me 2-with avoidance and hoping they like me 3-well, hoping they like me, paranoid they hate me while I slowly resent them for it

No surprises (I am bored)

acid@blood-stain.bsky.social · 2w ago

Did it before but it was a long time ago so 👀 don’t think it’s 100% accurate but close