maple 🤍

@devilious.bsky.social

another day rotting in hell 22 years ago, I was dead nonbinary (femme presenting) (edsky + jiraisky )

Nights are unforgiving... It's the time your brain loooves to remember all the terrible things that happened to you and turn itself to mush. When the going gets tough, just open one of my videos. I'll always be with you, right here in your device. Smile, because you're not alone.

good morning, i had a mental break yesterday from feeling rejected. i rearranged my room (not in the good way btw), got rlly drunk, texted my friend that wanted to d1£ along with some cryptic thoughts. she never responded…

uuauahghghghhgh everything is fucking PISSING ME OFF everyone PLEASE die hrrrggihksdgihjishg AGH i just want to fucking smash my phone and free myself from this shit but if i do that i wont be able to go online!!!!!! AAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH

i want to move out into my own place purely because i want to fill my fridge and pantry with nothing but low cal items. and if i cant find/afford a low cal item, then ill go completely without it. food wont be a priority in my household, and it will be divine