my family thinks I am a drug addict now because I got new meds on my own I can never win, huh?
Samara
@fulltimemexican.bsky.social
Artist (somewhat) trying to improve her own drawings, highly interested in games, also highly interested in not being near too much people Tumblr: https://www.tumblr.com/basuramexicana?source=share
I'm out of meds I feel terrible I couldn't draw last night because of it
I find it rather strange that bad art is treated as "well at least it's not AI so it is good!!" the way I see it, art can be bad regardless of if it is human made or not that's not saying your art will always be bad though, although I may put out rather mediocre results, I'm still improving (1/2)
clothing was made up by SATAN, it is truly evil and everyone has been convinced this is not the case people use it every day without even thinking about it, disgusting, to think people willingly cover their body in this foldy nightmarish material
unbothered. moisturized. happy. in my lane. focused. stimming. you WILL continue hearing about my meds until this excitement wears off I made this quick thing when I got bored of working on my current drawing
my anti stress meds have made me feel something I rarely ever feel it's only been a couple days but they make me so happy I am able to experience inconveniences without breaking down and I'm way less grumpy I didn't realize that most of my personality was caused by me being miserable
I suspect I have shingles and my family is not taking me seriously
I've worked on and off for an unreasonable amount of time on this one I intentionally decided to draw stuff I have no experience on, the folds, the water, shading, sky, the pose I didn't do it justice to how I envisioned it, but I will try to do so next time, I will do better #animalcrossing
I've worked on and off on a drawing since the year started, it is very difficult with my executive dysfunction and my abysmal mood most days I am nearly done with it, trying to figure out some basic shading but everything I find online is rather unhelpful as it doesn't explain the thought process
the curse of not being able to draw without background noise and if I dare put on music I start vibing too hard
parents did not raise a quitter they raised someone that does not give up but will get completely stuck at an obstacle and not make progress on it for several months while not doing anything else either because I gotta finish the one thing and it is extremely harmful to my life what the fuck help m
funny how you can be on the same side as someone and still disagree with every single view of theirs this is about AI by the way
I did not do these recently, executive dysfunction screwed it up again, decided I may as well post the final ones instead of letting them rot in my gallery
Samara@fulltimemexican.bsky.social · 9mo agonew batch of 5 mins Niko sketches (1/2)
got beaten up by a friend (not really) into making daily sketches under 5 mins, here's my progress for the last week (1/2)
things are happening, still trying to deal with unmedicated ADHD which is absolutely painful, I've started a different approach to how I do stuff, been doing things I've wanted to do for a long time instead of trying (and failing) to do stuff I THINK I should be doing (such as drawing) (1/2)
last time I did a proper drawing was more than half a year ago...
they are trying to outlaw being transgender in this country and this is just the first step. they were never going to stop at sports. they weren’t going to stop at bathrooms. they want a trans genocide. it is so important to spread awareness of this
Allison Chapman@alli.gay · last yr.🚨 The US House of Reps have now PASSED their budget bill that includes a BAN on Gender Affirming Care for Medicaid for ALL AGES. This bill now goes to the Senate where it’s likely to pass. Call your Senators!
trying to do things so I don't go insane, here are some concepts of an oc I plan to do but I have a hard time visualizing things in my mind so I do not know how some things should look like, she does have limbs by the way, I dunno how they look like
I was going to draw something for today but I forgot and didn't have the motivation to do so anyway, happy birthday to me I guess
It just isn't fair that you can come into this world with severe issues that stop you from doing anything, even things you love and the people that are supposed to be there to support and care for you could not give less of a fuck
Almost exactly a month ago I started working on a mod for the binding of Isaac that replaces the soundtrack with an assortment of PvZ music from different games (it wasn't that difficult I'm just slow) Unsure if I should tag PvZ but I'll do it anyway #tboi #pvz
Steam Workshop::PvZ music mod
steamcommunity.com
I was going to draw something for today but there's no force in this universe capable of getting me out of executive dysfunction I find it quite odd how fixated people on this day can be about not having a date, ignoring the fact that I do not think it's important and I also don't care, (1/2)
I went to get a snack and I found this fucking enormous banana??? WHY IS IT SO BIG????
(I'm not dead yet) I decided to draw this thing that I saw in a dream (more context in reply) about a week ago I do not know how to draw slime creatures so I kind of just went with it and constantly redid a lot of areas after thinking "it would be better this way" several times
