my response regarding everything i was reccomended by peers to make it public i know i repeat myself a lot but i have to stress, im not doubling down and im taking full accountability for my general shittiness that the response entails. please read the entire thing.

i wish everything was back to normal

i wish i was honest i wish i still had my partners i wish i still had my closest friends

i deserve this but i dont want to survive

i think if you try to defend me by defending the parts i condemn and regret doing and trying to get help from you are not defending me

im completely hospitalized

i still love you

please tell me i cant fix things because its too late. no matter how much i want to

how should i kill myself

please just how do you want me to end this

all my closest friends want me dead now

everyone is gone, it was my own doing

i dont want to survive this i dont i cant live

unpostponed

guess whos going to the mental ward lmao

i have to do it, immgoing to do it this friday

stop trying to stop it, ive set my mind

300 dollar cash prize for suggestions

300 dollar cash prize for suggestions

GIVE ME FUCKING SUGGESTIONS

i need suggestions

if this is going to be spectacle i might as well make this a spectacle. i'm going to livestream my suicide sometime this week. give me suggestions on how to end it. i deserve this

if this is going to be spectacle i might as well make this a spectacle. i'm going to livestream my suicide sometime this week. give me suggestions on how to end it. i deserve this

Moments like this should be shared as widely as the terrifying shit. Not because they’re proof we have nothing to worry about. Because they indicate that he cannot in fact do whatever he wants, whenever he wants to. Recognize people who are doing their jobs rather than following his whims.

Josh Gerstein@joshgerstein.bsky.social · last yr.

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fuck it i might make it a total redesign im not sure

excited to announce I no longer like anything

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might make a new pinned soon as well i just want nothing to do with them anymore

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