lo-fi kill so many ways to die

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::|genderqueer|::|post-human|:: there'll be poems //<[pt-br/eng]>// — into: deleuze and derrida and occult literature and queer theory and chess and analog horror/found footage and adhd-ranting about whatever i might be reading at any given moment.「MDNI」

their blackened armour still gave the heavy-scented notes of linseed as clawing fingers tackled the soft tissue around and behind your eyes—needles and seam rippers of engraved iron and tarnished silver unspooling golden strings of melting colours from quieten wounds you barely felt being prodded.

drifting bodies, splayed onto concrete-softness. it hurt, even though its promise was blissful: angle-parsed thighs intervaled by the spread of gush-rippling blood, offscourings clotting within <luxated> calyxes of uncauled flesh—shrapnels wounds-deep hatching chlorine acid and gutted maggots' spew.

can you come over and watch me sweat— c-can you come over and see my neck glistening with the little bumps you can only notice if you get closer enough to feel the warmth of my dripping-wet body— can you come over to watch burgeoning veins running beneath my too-thin skin—

iridescent venom trickles into your mouth, sizzling on your tongue. it burns your lips, just a little this time, before you swallow. each drop tastes of its glands' sieve-skinned soft flesh. "even though i've never heard your voice before," you say, unwisely, "you've spoken to me, in dreams."

"i've been by your side," i say as always, despondent, but the mithridate's time is yet not come. "can you see me already, at the very least?" but your eyes are ebon-glazed and idle, impervious to the stars. yet—they do not move; as i do not move. it is you, instead, that drift away.

iridescent venom trickles into your mouth, sizzling on your tongue. it burns your lips, just a little this time, before you swallow. each drop tastes of its glands' sieve-skinned soft flesh. "even though i've never heard your voice before," you say, unwisely, "you've spoken to me, in dreams."

had a dream i was in a psych ward. and also there was some white goop mass harvesting thing happening on the side i didn't quite get. i remember that it came in visions and i was thinking 'hum, maybe that's why they put me in here', but at the same time i was also really sad, so i dunno.