Yall wanna see a 2 hour old highland cow

You can apologize but that alone is not reverting it back to how it was before.

Reorganizing and cleaning up my desk bcs I am majorly unhappy and figuring out what works for my adhd ass is so hard. I need stuff to be visible because I will forget I own specific art supplies but I also need space for actual drawing and for it to not be cluttered bcs it will make me go antsy.

I love watching sketchbook tour videos bcs some people get obsessed with the weirdest things and it is very wholesome watching a person talk about how they filled a full sketchbook with drawings of one niche animation movie character XD

Frank Brangwyn "The Swans," c. 1921

I am losing my mind over some of these skins. The top is vacuum sealed and the bottom is shaped like he shat his pants. I know you wanted to go for a harem pant style look but that's not it chief.

You know I am sick when it's 27 degrees in my apartment and I have to wear a fucking hoodie bcs I am cold.

i must not fear The Project

This tiny crab captured by Pedro Valencia of Blackwater Cozumel has me learning about crab life-cycles. Prepare for some vocabulary (& errors)! This is a swimming stage called a 'megalopa'. The furious tail structures moving a mile a minute are 'pleopods' or swimmerets. (📷: pedrovalenciam on IG)

When you watch a random youtube video and the person is saying something that connects with you so hard that you overthink wtf you are even doing with your art.

getting personal but I completely missed that it was my being single anniversary. It has been three years, I think I am actually at a place where I can confidently say I am over it. I still have some things that bother me sometimes but I blame that I never got to have proper closure.

If you have a Gmail account, you need to read this. Google's AI now scans your emails and attachments, bank statements, tax files, medical letters, all of it. It turned on by default, and there's a class-action lawsuit over how. Here are 5 moves to shut it off, the switch is hidden in two places:

I agreed to a project and I am not enjoying myself, but it is too late to back out. I am really struggling with it Q_Q

Cut my hair with my fabric scissors bcs I can't afford a hairdresser but I also don't want to buzz it all off right now. It's good that I like to watch ppl work, I think I picked up enough from watching hair dressers to not look too terrible.

Bread, baby

In a weird, unfocused headspace today. Not knowing what to focus on and what to do and feeling like a failure to not being able to just get things done. But then I looked over at the bread in waiting and the sun shining in and it made me feel weirdly calm.

I'm still kinda bummed out about changes in a youtube channel I liked to watch. I won't mention the name bcs blusky has no private accounts and the search function is too good.

Lads, I found some cheap paper at home that is dotted and that works well with the blacklettering pens, no feathering. So I want to do some small practice. Give me easy, short words and I will attempt to write them whenever I have time.