Not gonna be active for a couple days so I can figure some life stuff out, sorry I haven't been responding to y'all I just need to be alone for a bit, anyways make sure u guys check on ur mooties 🩷
Ginger
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Nice me and my mom's relationship isn't salvageable either I'm just sad I'm not even mad rn like crying sad becuz that means I have to get rid of her too, so no parents that love me, ig they never did and that was the issue
Hearing about y'alls love stories genuinely makes me so happy
Saw an old "friend" and even worse they recognized me ahhhgsgehdijd hell I'm in hell
The only thing I can control is myself no one can save me except me
It's that time of the year again where I take a bunch of showers cuz I can't stop craving a swim
Accidentally double bought tickets for a play shattttt at least they have more money ig
Why is it that when I'm stressed about financials I wanna go shopping and when I'm stressed about being big I wanna eat
Just gonna bike and leave to visit the fam late tonight cuz I have to get some extra cardio hrs in
I've barely lost anything despite restìcťing, like I haven't bìnged and it's been like a week since the last metab too, so like maybe it's not low enough but also I don't wanna be greedy and end up binging but it's so unmotivating
I lowkey put this off for a week and cannibalised my poor fingers just for a 5 min call
This counselor bs is so frustrating
Lowkey wish I had a wife rn, I could be making her a cup of tea rn or we could be out getting something dumb like fall decor and smelling pumpkin apple candles or crochet on the couch with a shared blanket 😭 ughhhh where's my wife???
Everytime I don't feel like doing my hw I remember how I'll never get the job I want, the life I want, the money I want, no one will save me, and living longer would have been pointless and suddenly I feel like I can do the work becuz I threatened my livelihood
I forgot to say that this did make me lw
I basically liquid fasted (it was bo0ze), so we'll see if I stop maintaining
I wasn't really active cuz the weekend was so busy and lowkey wasn't res well cuz I was with family/on the road I've been in a pretty bad mood lately I feel like everything is too much rn
I hate my neighbor literally don't park near me if u hate my parking and it's not even their parking spot it's a guest spot. Mind u there is like 5 big guest spot that r like always open wtf don't u park there instead. It's really hard to have 2 big ass cars next to each other
I basically liquid fasted (it was bo0ze), so we'll see if I stop maintaining
If I have a metab day and then fast the next day is that gonna defeat the purpose of the metab or do I have to eat (the next day) for it to work? #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky
Sending love to everyone🩷 I hope ur hw is easy breezy Your morning slays And everyone wakes up tomorrow with less on their bones
Update: Sry for being MIA I've been saving my social battery for school cuz we had a lot of big assignments. Anyways I had another interview (neither of the places want me🤡)its ok tho I'm gonna keep trying. I practiced eating at a regular restaurant (flexing💪: turned it into 2 meals instead of...
I feel so guilty for eating pasta (it wasn't protein pasta) and it made me nauseous cuz I didn't have anything to undo the heaviness like fruit or smth cold