Flowery .ᐣ
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Misery, treasure! He laughs, yet I cry written by https://pane My companions are now his – they treat him as their own! PFP: WoopyFish
//WHAT THE HELLY IT JUST STARTED STORMING OUTTA NOWHERE
//this made me realize there’s a chance they’ll find my gold portrayal too and i might just die it if happens a second time okay anyways i did some work on the layout stuff for my upcoming muses woohoo
the first real problem I faced in my life was that of beauty.
WHAT WAS THE NAME OF THE MAN WHO OWNED THE HANDS OF WHICH I WAS MADE ?! WHO BUILT THE ARROGANT SHIP THAT I BECAME ?! WHO DESIGNED THIS SHAME ?!
the hole opened up in my chest, now it's the only thing that's proof of you. and yet I'm still so empty. my heart is torn to ribbons, there's nothing i can do.
So I'm beginning to lull myself into a false security, 'cause it's easier to lie to yourself than to face reality.
Even if you figure it out... It's too late! It's too late! It's 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦.ᐟ.ᐟ.ᐟ.ᐟ Did you have to figure it now, when it's all about to end? You can't help me!!! 𝘕𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯.ᐟ.ᐟ.ᐟ
//i might be crazy for that but idk if he’d want kotone to see him like this even though he’s convinced himself he’s better like that haha i love angst yay
you're so fucking special. i wish i was special.
//him and heartpiercer are genuinely the closest you’ll ever get to me writing normal flowery
some people turn sad awfully young. they bruise easier, tire faster, cry quicker, remember longer.
..gas leak?? sorry-? i mean- ahem- no there isn’t! you shouldn’t spread misinformation around! … *looking around to make sure when he thinks nobody’s looking£
i don't care if it hurts， i wanna have control. i want a perfect body. i want a perfect soul.
you're a dear friend who taught me that i wasn't alone and gave me courage. i love you.
You want to see the real me? This IS the real me! This mask, this costume, all of it's REAL! The chickenwire underneath is just that, an armature! Can't you see? Can't you see that what's underneath isn't the real me?
i resent you for being raised right. i resent you for being tall. i resent you for never getting any opposition at all. i resent you for having each other. i resent you for being so sure.
