grrrlkei

@grrrlkei.bsky.social

⭐️🪽 iryou/angura kei (vkei) https://grrrlkei.straw.page/ minor + pro-recovery + shedsky/caterpillarsky gad, asd, tourettes, ana/mia god of daily 23 hour fasts (-weekends oops) cal limit: 650 5’6 // 124.3 hw: 145lbs ug: 110lbs bmi: 19.8

i’m genuinely attached to my therapist like not in a obsessive way but like we‘ve gotten ‘closer’ over the 3 years i‘ve known him and i genuinely feel bad lying to him 😭 wtf just refer me to a goddamn stranger psychiatrist idk so i can feel nothing when i lie to them

BRO i got in the shower with this styro and i genuinely saw god when the water hit it. i think it opened up again or smt bc oh my god that shit hurt so bad. i need to build my pain tolerance holy shit 😭 #slitsky

impulsive little shit (me) decides to do some cat scratches on my arm (vertical so like less obvious ig) knowing damn well everyone can see them (i don’t bother to wear long sleeves bc of sensory issues) bc idgaf anymore

i’m actually gonna do beans on my femoral artery bro the styro i did on my leg is completely quiet but MY FUCKING STUPID ASS CAT SCRATCHES ARE BITCHING RN. WHY DO YALL STING SO BAD?? OMFG CAT THINKS ITS A TIGER SMH #slitsky

——presenting: maple’s intro ー ednos - bpd - mixed bipolar - cptsd ー i go by all pronouns but they/them is preferred ♡ : being chronically online, manga & vn, dnb-breakcore-jungle-hip hop influences, jirai kei 🚫non edsky, jiraitwt or ventsky dni - block don’t report🚫

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i’m scared af for my wellness visit on saturday zawg for school 🥹 i left my right arm alone so i could use it for blood pressure checks/shots but i’m scared my mom will notice i went from 138 (132 technically but she saw me last at 138) to 124 😍

posting my omad for tomorrow today to force myself to eat those cals no takesies backsies omad: - 26 fucking mini wontons bitch (440kcal) - diet coke ALL DAY 😍😍 (0kcal)

i hate being sensitive to certain noises. i have to cut myself with fucking noise canceling headphones because i hate the sound of skin breaking. it makes me sick and i’m already nauseous 99% of the day #slitsky