grrrlkei
@grrrlkei.bsky.social
⭐️🪽 iryou/angura kei (vkei) https://grrrlkei.straw.page/ minor + pro-recovery + shedsky/caterpillarsky gad, asd, tourettes, ana/mia god of daily 23 hour fasts (-weekends oops) cal limit: 650 5’6 // 124.3 hw: 145lbs ug: 110lbs bmi: 19.8
i’m genuinely attached to my therapist like not in a obsessive way but like we‘ve gotten ‘closer’ over the 3 years i‘ve known him and i genuinely feel bad lying to him 😭 wtf just refer me to a goddamn stranger psychiatrist idk so i can feel nothing when i lie to them
BRO i got in the shower with this styro and i genuinely saw god when the water hit it. i think it opened up again or smt bc oh my god that shit hurt so bad. i need to build my pain tolerance holy shit 😭 #slitsky
impulsive little shit (me) decides to do some cat scratches on my arm (vertical so like less obvious ig) knowing damn well everyone can see them (i don’t bother to wear long sleeves bc of sensory issues) bc idgaf anymore
Can i use calories on the stock market or nah I need to invest in a meme coin rug pull
ugh... the idea of hitting an artery while cutting and blood gushing out, being unable to stop it... lathering my hands and everything I own in blood...
tfw when u spend all ur goddamn calories ON SOME SHITTY TASTING FOOD BRO #caterpillarsky #edsky #fmlsky
ts is ai btw. spread the word, this is NOT safe shelter handling and should not be "ignored" for how "wholesome" it is. this is not wholesome, this is spreading misinformation. this dangers the lives of dogs. we will not fucking stand for it. you don't care about making smiles. you care about clicks
Good morning BlueSky 💙
i could post a pic of my body rn and trust me, y’all would be feeling real skinny all of a sudden okay i’m not thinspo i know i would motivate y’all to keep going 😭 LMAO #caterpillarsky
i’m actually gonna do beans on my femoral artery bro the styro i did on my leg is completely quiet but MY FUCKING STUPID ASS CAT SCRATCHES ARE BITCHING RN. WHY DO YALL STING SO BAD?? OMFG CAT THINKS ITS A TIGER SMH #slitsky
ohh i understand it now also i’m so impulsive bc how am i supposed to hide a big ass cut on my leg. #slitsky first BIGGER styro let’s clap 👏
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i’m gonna have to be like “ohh wow weird i literally just stopped eating sweets and lost all that weight. woww” like she didn’t see me eating a pint of icecream and cake and shit
i’m scared af for my wellness visit on saturday zawg for school 🥹 i left my right arm alone so i could use it for blood pressure checks/shots but i’m scared my mom will notice i went from 138 (132 technically but she saw me last at 138) to 124 😍
i’m scared af for my wellness visit on saturday zawg for school 🥹 i left my right arm alone so i could use it for blood pressure checks/shots but i’m scared my mom will notice i went from 138 (132 technically but she saw me last at 138) to 124 😍
i’m having gay withdrawals from my friend bro like i need that.
fuck yeah i feel good i think i have like 7-8 packages on the way 😍 waiting for one more seller to respond I LOVE SOENDING MONEY
posting my omad for tomorrow today to force myself to eat those cals no takesies backsies omad: - 26 fucking mini wontons bitch (440kcal) - diet coke ALL DAY 😍😍 (0kcal)
i feel sick after eating this cake slice but atleast it’s within my calorie limit ✌️
THANK YOU TO @applelover74-05.bsky.social FOR PUTTING ME ON THIS BRAND omad today!! - 13 bibigo mini chicken vegetable wontons (220kcal) - could’ve stopped at that for the day but tbh nah - mariano’s triple chocolate cake slice (surprisingly not as much as i thought, 290kcal) total: ~510kcal
hi mom. if ur so concerned about me eating, how about you let me tear out ur organs and eat those instead of trying to give me pizza and cake
i’m so reliant on my friends omfg. like when i’m with them i’m loud af, cracking jokes, social with random ass ppl and the second i’m alone i become an actual awkward loner #LOSERRRRR
my mom is mad because she thinks i eat the food i eat bc i’m vegan
who told us we had to cut horizontally? reclaim your free will and do it vertically 😔☹️❤️🩹 #slitsky
i hate being sensitive to certain noises. i have to cut myself with fucking noise canceling headphones because i hate the sound of skin breaking. it makes me sick and i’m already nauseous 99% of the day #slitsky
wow guess who actually got out of bed and managed to get 30+ mins of walking/cycling done.. hopefully i can shower too 😍😍