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finding out my coworker who got hired a couple of months ago is already making a little over a dollar more than me bc she was able to negotiate her wages (due to previous job having better pay) and i have been here for almost 3 years with around a 40 cent pay raise :

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man am i sick of not having the appetite for anything except what is essentially mush or liquid (mac n cheese ol reliable) and idk if it's from chronic weed use or depression or secret scary illness and im too nervous to find out if it's the last option. i am so hungry </3

And all of these pieces together. The original trio came earlier in the year as I realized I needed to go back on HRT, but was fearful of closing doors I could barely talk about. I was mourning a person I couldn't really ever be, and a person I was afraid to let myself be, and was afraid to lose.