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IHaveTheGrimoire on ao3 Free Palestine | MDNI | Anti-AI

chapter 18 for brat and chapter 3 of tangled trilliums literally just need some final edits but I am consumed by this Handmaiden AU. It is a wild thing to try to plot in my allergic-to-plotting style but it has been so fun

There is so much well-written, meaningful fic out there but honestly most of what I read is epithet-ridden, cliche smut catered to my very specific kinks that I search up when I'm horny at 1 am I'm sorry to my very talented writerly friends. Sometimes my brain only has the capacity for trash.

Sometimes I think about cuddling Satoru to comfort myself, as a very platonic sort of thing. I want to hold him to my chest and tell him we'll both be alright. But then I randomly remember he's 6'5 and I'm 5'3 and it's just a very funny image.

I notice you have a panic attack every time we put you in the slaughterhouse queue. I recommend medication. What you're feeling isn't rational and I make commission if I get you on these things

Btw I had some small amount of money come in from a family member's life insurance. It's a very bittersweet thing even though they passed a while ago. It's not enough to be sustainable but enough to take the pressure off and let me get myself some small treats

shipping preferences are subjective. except for mine, which are objectively better and morally superior than everyone else’s. apart from that they’re subjective, though.

I so despise that the MAHA movement is leading the conversation on SSRIs. I have nothing against those that benefit from SSRIs, but I so wish my doctors hadn't pushed and pushed when I said they made me dissociated and moody and killed my libido (which is not an acceptable side effect to me)

My mental health industry experience was one of increasing and harsher rules which I then had to find my way out of, but for those that still feel restrained by arbitrary rules, this is the way. One of my recent things was to just get paper plates and plastic cutlery. Do what you can.

Leiracal@leiracal.bsky.social · 12mo ago

This concept was introduced to me as "run the dishwasher twice" and was an important part of my executive functioning recovery as well as my path to self-acceptance.