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Nikki | ilo Niki | 24 | Plural | Trans | Insufficiently virtual robot catgirl switch with faulty parts working through a lot. Doesn't wear her glasses enough. Filed off her serial [...] View full profile at https://app.wafrn.net/blog/iloNiki
reading more time war to give hands some time to rest
... you know now that I think about it I feel very fortunate that I don't live in a timeline where there's some weird imperial system for calories lol
I think the new pain med is making me have really vivid dreams (and in this case nightmares). gonna take it easy for a bit fjfjfh
"why can't i see?" "oh right i forgot to put my glasses on" learning to actually wear my glasses is wild because now i notice barely being able to see out of one eye dfghdsflkgjj
it is nice at least for my problem lately to be a kind of pain that doesn't also make me bad in other ways
kinda don't exist today for medical reasons. heavily dissociating and dealing with pain and logistics 🩷
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The tummy explosion spell has claimed it again T-T
it's literally so nice to not be horrifically insecure anymore and being able to laugh off small mistakes
I think if I were doing it today and not a decade ago I would make my color Baker Miller pink instead of FFA3FF. idk. I don't quite like it as much, but I really like the vibes of being Baker Miller pink coded.
actually it's always having a large amount of water with me maybe
ilo Niki | Lace System@iloniki.at.app.wafrn.net · 2w agoi wonder if my most american personality trait is liking baseball or like something i wouldn't even think about because it's so passively ingrained...
[medical vent] Urgent care gets mad that my problems aren't bad enough and the doctor gets mad that my problems are too bad and I should go to urgent care.
gonna read more today since it is a high pain day 🩷
i wonder if my most american personality trait is liking baseball or like something i wouldn't even think about because it's so passively ingrained...
[vague dysphoria talk] settled with a bunch of bottom dysphoria/surgery feelings that were weird before due to being tied up in some of the repressed stuff :). Sometimes it is hard but it is so good to be becoming more intentionally myself and getting comfortable with all parts of us. 🩷
bleh change of plans. horizontal day since body hurts. might try to still read though
[deltarot, all caps] THE WORD SWOON IS RUINED FULLY FOREVER BECAUSE IT JUST TURNS WHOEVER I'M THINKING ABOUT INTO THE ROARING KNIGHT
imagine getting like a golden retriever and naming it like the name of a different breed like Rottweiler or Poodle or even better, do this for like a sphinx cat.
regularly scheduled appreciation post of vocalists singing in their natural accent 😍
my caffeine wore off again and now i am extremely sleepy
There is a weird building halfway along your commute. Every time you pass it you look at it and think, "That place looks weird. I wonder what it is? I should find out." By the time you get where you're going you have forgotten about it. Every time Everyday example of antimemetic shielding
gotta find a new strategy for motivation now that i don't fucking hate myself which is a good problem to have and like maybe it is good for me to just enjoy it for a bit and push myself to do things at a reasonable pace a lot less hard. adhd meds one day will probably help anyway
"don't ask questions you're not prepared to hear the answer to" from the fucking spongebob meme getting permanently embedded in my head 10 years ago has unironically done me SO MUCH good. genuinely useful of a thing to internalize. makes me think about ramifications before acting.