babygirl (forlorn)

@imberouji.bsky.social

art-only account: @kokuouji.bsky.social sketches: #wip ][ #sketch ☾⋆.˚ Leon | 30 | ♓ | he/they 🏳️‍⚧️ do you want to see my oc- [a thousand pictures fall out of my pockets as i fumble pulling out my wallet] header & pfp: @silver-birch.bsky.social 💖

had a lovely weekend with my beloved friends and as soon as i got home and one of said friends headed back to her place my body decided i needed to die. going on day two of the agonies with no relief in sight and utterly fucked sleep over it

My problematic kinks are woker than yours I draw things that promote harmful ideas in a more mindful and less fetishized way I fetishize things as a commentary unlike you I'm deconstructing it I'm jerking off in a way that deconstructs it MY DICK AND I ARE TRYING TO FOCUS

been feeling really listlessly lonesome the last few days. it's difficult to describe, but i feel like the space i exist in is walled off unless i open a window from my side, even if it opens both ways. the paradox of it is that im exhausted so i don't know that it'd be an easy thing to remedy

mental illness really is a fucking scam what do you mean it's this hard for me to motivate myself to start playing a video game, which is an activity i love and have enjoyed for most of my life,

Hello! I would like to offer some art in exchange for donating to my spouse. I am having surgery soon but still would like to do my part in helping. For any donations over 100usd, you can dm me with a receipt and we can discuss drawing something for you! All art will be linework with flat colour.

Just a Lil Guy@honeydropcrow.bsky.social · 2w ago

I'm sorry to do this and it's a really big ask but on 8/16/26, my husband will have to undergo spinal surgery in hopes to lessen his constant chronic pain. This will result in him needing round-the-clock care and supervision per his surgical team. (1/5) ko-fi.com/honeydropcro...

my unholy creation. its actually working, it hasnt been an hour yet and the air quality in my place is noticeably better. i can breathe in comparable comfort, and my eyes dont hurt! link to build ur own here: engineering.ucdavis.edu/news/science... beware walmart, they overprice their filters

the corsi-rosenthal box i madeinstructions for making a corsi-rosenthal box. too many to print, so see the link i give
Mira@thefreeradical.org · 3w ago

hey minneapolis peeps, anyone know where i can get the materials to make a corsi-rosenthal box for cheap? im broke and id rather get them all in one fell swoop so my time outside's limited

i doubt my chronic illness being "that bad" often because it's so easy to fall into comparing yourself to others and holding yourself to a higher standard than you would someone you care about. and then i have days like today

i think my upped dose of meds has been wreaking havoc on my sleep because holy shit those dreams do vivid. and i had the misfortune of very vividly dreaming of my least favorite bugs near my bed while i was sleeping

upping my dose of "let's manage your ocd and depressive spirals" meds today and hoping i don't see any big side effect changes...i've already been deep in the constant evil nausea mines and i don't need dynamite for the hole

i have been quietly experiencing drastic change in my understanding of myself for a little while now, and with pride settled with this sunrise i only see because of my body's woefully chronic corporeality, i'm in my thoughts about it