had a lovely weekend with my beloved friends and as soon as i got home and one of said friends headed back to her place my body decided i needed to die. going on day two of the agonies with no relief in sight and utterly fucked sleep over it
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My problematic kinks are woker than yours I draw things that promote harmful ideas in a more mindful and less fetishized way I fetishize things as a commentary unlike you I'm deconstructing it I'm jerking off in a way that deconstructs it MY DICK AND I ARE TRYING TO FOCUS
been feeling really listlessly lonesome the last few days. it's difficult to describe, but i feel like the space i exist in is walled off unless i open a window from my side, even if it opens both ways. the paradox of it is that im exhausted so i don't know that it'd be an easy thing to remedy
fixed them up a bit, i realized they'd have the somatics still 🙏
mental illness really is a fucking scam what do you mean it's this hard for me to motivate myself to start playing a video game, which is an activity i love and have enjoyed for most of my life,
I have an interview of sorts scheduled on Monday (prayer circle), but in the meantime I'm still struggling, and Honey is in need of his soups and food 😔 if anyone seeing this can spare a bit for him and maybe even a treat for Leon and I, I'd be very grateful 🙏 ko-fi.com/lunarniya
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finished this up in a creative fervor this morning...luscent 🙏
Hello! I would like to offer some art in exchange for donating to my spouse. I am having surgery soon but still would like to do my part in helping. For any donations over 100usd, you can dm me with a receipt and we can discuss drawing something for you! All art will be linework with flat colour.
I'm sorry to do this and it's a really big ask but on 8/16/26, my husband will have to undergo spinal surgery in hopes to lessen his constant chronic pain. This will result in him needing round-the-clock care and supervision per his surgical team. (1/5) ko-fi.com/honeydropcro...
I'm sorry to do this and it's a really big ask but on 8/16/26, my husband will have to undergo spinal surgery in hopes to lessen his constant chronic pain. This will result in him needing round-the-clock care and supervision per his surgical team. (1/5) ko-fi.com/honeydropcro...
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i was exhausted all day and now ive been laying in bed for three hours, unable to sleep because my brain won't stop going in random stunted directions and dissociating. ugh
my unholy creation. its actually working, it hasnt been an hour yet and the air quality in my place is noticeably better. i can breathe in comparable comfort, and my eyes dont hurt! link to build ur own here: engineering.ucdavis.edu/news/science... beware walmart, they overprice their filters
hey minneapolis peeps, anyone know where i can get the materials to make a corsi-rosenthal box for cheap? im broke and id rather get them all in one fell swoop so my time outside's limited
Hiiii okay it’s been since I’ve done one of these! Not fcfs; I’ll contact those picked! Shares appreciate :) dm me if there’s any questions! #commission #ych #muscle #pinup
Hi all!! I'm opening kitchen sink comms- you dream it i'll make it. feel free to DM me to pitch an idea if you're not sure! The job landscape has frankly been frightful- would appreciate a boost!! #art #commission #commissionsopen #digitalart form here: forms.gle/ugt3aTsa3xD8...
am sick with fever. everything hurts and aches. agony
i doubt my chronic illness being "that bad" often because it's so easy to fall into comparing yourself to others and holding yourself to a higher standard than you would someone you care about. and then i have days like today
took a break from game. needed Freshness. crafted this gender individual for my eyes' enjoyment (and also so i can play dolls with friends better)
i think my upped dose of meds has been wreaking havoc on my sleep because holy shit those dreams do vivid. and i had the misfortune of very vividly dreaming of my least favorite bugs near my bed while i was sleeping
upping my dose of "let's manage your ocd and depressive spirals" meds today and hoping i don't see any big side effect changes...i've already been deep in the constant evil nausea mines and i don't need dynamite for the hole
Free link to the online version of Morpho. Gives artist tutorials and directions on drawing fat and skin folds for fat bodies. Now you don't have an excuse to not draw fat bodies. #fatisfine #fatart #plussizeart www.scribd.com/document/616...
i have been quietly experiencing drastic change in my understanding of myself for a little while now, and with pride settled with this sunrise i only see because of my body's woefully chronic corporeality, i'm in my thoughts about it