just picked up another batch of e pills !

4y ago I left Russia. 9m ago I moved to Spain. Almost 4m ago I started HRT. When I wrote such a post last year, I was on my mental bottom as I couldn't live openly as a true self. Can I say that a year later, my life has become way better ? YES ! 🏳️‍⚧️ docs.google.com/document/d/1... 🧵

Just another lazy saturday and I have been thinking about playing Terraria again, but... A 4 year anniversary since I left Russia is in a few days, and I didn't write anything about my life in detail for more than 6 months So if I'll be missing off socials, ya know why ✌️🩷

on my way to a meeting in a trans organization hoping to find some friends there :)

can you advise me how to shave myself without causing blood ? (look closely at my chin) 🪒🩸

how much I like being myself ? YES

it's been so long since I was active here and I kinda forgot how is it to be here but one thing I am certain about is that comparing to the last trans day of visibility, I finally feel in harmony as I have achieved so much after 3 months of HRT 🩵🩷

Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️@irisia.bsky.social · last yr.

I don't think I have a mood to celebrate Trans Day of Visibility after what happened in 2024 Broken, scared, hiding, depressed, almost out of hope — everything has become worse in my life since then, I've been forced to revert all the progress bc of the local anti-trans laws 😞

I almost forgot to write that it's my first birthday as a true trans girl 🎂 also it's been a while since I've been here, but after 5 weeks of HRT I noticed my first changes

2025 is over, I accomplished my key goals — moved to Spain and started HRT 🏳️‍⚧️ but... now what ? strive for another goal ? I don't think I have any for 2026 People say to make small steps, but I don't know what to do to make my dreams close to happen 😮‍💨

about to do my second injection tonight !

finally it's real ! 🏳️‍⚧️ but at what cost ? 😮‍💨💔

Doing some stuff for you before Christmas, will tell you where I have been missing I don't want to ruin a surprise 🫢

I was referred to a specialist endocrinologist and told to get some tests done. The appointment is in June. I'm hoping they'll move it up a notch, but it's better than nothing. happy #transgenderawarenessweek btw ! 🏳️‍⚧️

Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️@irisia.bsky.social · 9mo ago

did you miss me ? 🏳️‍⚧️ I have a lot to share with y'all, and the first thing is that I have my first appointment to endocrinologist about HRT tomorrow At last, some REAL progress in more than 5 years, I'm tired of waiting

did you miss me ? 🏳️‍⚧️ I have a lot to share with y'all, and the first thing is that I have my first appointment to endocrinologist about HRT tomorrow At last, some REAL progress in more than 5 years, I'm tired of waiting

did you miss me ? 🏳️‍⚧️ I have a lot to share with y'all, and the first thing is that I have my first appointment to endocrinologist about HRT tomorrow At last, some REAL progress in more than 5 years, I'm tired of waiting

I am so proud to be queer 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

guess who is silly enough to wear broken sunglasses 😜

finally feel pretty as I don't have to hide anymore 😌 no makeup btw

it's been a few days since I arrived in Spain I passed the interview for the asylum, I was allowed through the border, I applied for the return of my luggage and checked into the hotel for refugees :)

Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️@irisia.bsky.social · last yr.

I HAD TO BE SILENT FOR 3 FUCKING WEEKS, IT WAS THE MOST STRESSFUL TIME IN MY LIFE BUT I'M FINALLY DOING IT ON THE SECOND ATTEMPT, I AM FINALLY HEADING TO SPAIN TO ASK FOR ASYLUM AS A RUSSIAN TRANS GIRL !!!! THANK YOU ALL FOR THE SUPPORT 🩵🩷🏳️‍⚧️

I HAD TO BE SILENT FOR 3 FUCKING WEEKS, IT WAS THE MOST STRESSFUL TIME IN MY LIFE BUT I'M FINALLY DOING IT ON THE SECOND ATTEMPT, I AM FINALLY HEADING TO SPAIN TO ASK FOR ASYLUM AS A RUSSIAN TRANS GIRL !!!! THANK YOU ALL FOR THE SUPPORT 🩵🩷🏳️‍⚧️

Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️@irisia.bsky.social · last yr.

3 years ago I left Russia 🇷🇺, and I'm still broken. 6,5 months ago I started fundraising money for a moving to a safe country following the ban on any LGBTQ+ activity in Georgia 🇬🇪 where I moved to. docs.google.com/document/d/1... gofund.me/7182b3ee Here's what I went through. (1/

sorry for never remembering to post here :c

We are going to try to make the move. Looking at Wa state and hoping sometime mid summer. Trying to get help with expenses and making a safe landing. Please only if you are able, take care of yourself first. Appreciate any help or shares though. Open to talk if anyone has other ways of helping too.

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Hello Bluesky :3

hello

I just dream for the day when everything will change in a much better way for me (or may not change at all) But for now, I just exist, finish my preparation stuff which will take time & see no point to be any happy I know what I have to do and I do it, but it's boring and slow

I declare that everything that has happened in my life, including my closed nature, nervousness, desire to forget what happened in the past, changing myself beyond recognition are long-term consequences of school bullying from which I haven't recovered after almost 15 years 🤕

i think something that can be said about all people who transition - or come out of the closet at all - is they have answered life at least once with a resounding YES. this is more than most manage and those lacking virtue always resent those who display it.

I thank everyone for the support ! 🩷🩵 I didn't expect much from this round, and I did my best to boost my fundraising, but at least when I finish all my preparings in several months, the rest of the goal will be successfully covered from my own money :)

Irisia (Holly) 🌈🏳️‍⚧️@irisia.bsky.social · last yr.

3 years ago I left Russia 🇷🇺, and I'm still broken. 6,5 months ago I started fundraising money for a moving to a safe country following the ban on any LGBTQ+ activity in Georgia 🇬🇪 where I moved to. docs.google.com/document/d/1... gofund.me/7182b3ee Here's what I went through. (1/

3 years ago I left Russia 🇷🇺, and I'm still broken. 6,5 months ago I started fundraising money for a moving to a safe country following the ban on any LGBTQ+ activity in Georgia 🇬🇪 where I moved to. docs.google.com/document/d/1... gofund.me/7182b3ee Here's what I went through. (1/

Happy day of trans visibility! Be yourself no matter what biology says conquer your body and be proud!