Jaq

@jaqpup.bsky.social

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walking behind people who walk too fast to stroll but too slow for purpose infuriate me when i’m behind them and they are taking up the ENTIRE sidewalk and I can’t swerve them like npc story quest pace istfg lmao NOT MY QUEST NOT MY PROBLEM PLEASE MOVE FASTER

Attempting to make the saddest, liquidiest curry with the most mushy rice so I can eat something of substance. While it’s Cool and Awesome to lose 7lbs in a week, it wasn’t planned. I am trying so hard to be brave and not starve myself out of fear of pain. I shake before I eat bc i’m terrified.

emotions are very raw today, and still in pain 6 days later. I’m so exhausted. I’m doing everything i can correctly. 😞 I feel so lost and sad and in pain. Why won’t it heal faster?

Set up my PC and getting things slowly set up in my little office. I need a mic and some headphones pretty badly but things are looking up ❤️ Installing all the things and being very happy about it.

When I am healed up, i’m going to have the fizziest coke zero and the nastiest, gnarliest arby’s sandwich. and i will eat it like a god damned animal

Discovered the Clown Community and I am fascinated as shit CLOWNSONAS! WITH CLOWN NAMES! And personalities and there’s Dom and sub clowns! They have like, vocabulary! god fuck I love kinks. They just exist and people embrace them so whole-heartedly and it’s such a beautiful thing to see.

I want to diaper up so badly when my teef hurt less. I wanna hold my plushie and cuddle under my blankie and play on my switch for hours on an edible and pee my pants and be liddle and eat Goldfish crackers 🥺 *grumpy fussy whimper*

I typically do Badges and Room Banners for BFC but this year has proven to be difficult, and school starts in a month, so balancing BFC work and commissions and school is … ruff. 🫩 grump.

My new home is beautiful and it feels like I finally have space to breathe. It’s still shaping up, but I’m living with good people and it’s cozy and comfy and smells good and has all of my comforts here. I have my new plush friend Ice Burger and he is my comfort item as I walk about the house. >

Recognizing manic behavior, even if in short stints, is important to finding ways to help yourself before they happen again. Manic states are not always doing crazy things. I struggle with them from time to time, so when I see others in them, I wanna hold a net under them for the inevitable crash.>

If i could scoop some people in my arms and hold them close, I would. I wish I were bigger, stronger … so could do it even better. Wealthier, so I could travel and do it often. I wanna get there some day. Maybe not in this life time. Buuut, some day. Some time.

For being a brave boy at the doctor’s, I asked Scy if he could get me this polar bear plush at Goodwill (TY Classics, usually 50+ dollars!) because he looked so soft and he looked so sad and lost. I named him Ice Burger and he’s in the wet spaceship (washer) and I want to hold him so bad.