jevi 🦭

@jevig0h.bsky.social

disabled trans artist 🇩🇪🇺🇲 | 25+ | they/he 🚫NO minors/NFT/AI🚫 mostly acttíve on tumblr: https://goingmerry.tumblr.com/ i ❤️ yapping

hi everyone!!! (owo)/ i hope you are doing well!!! (1/3) last year already i deleted tiktok completely, now i have deleted everything except for the neccessities (maps, whatsapp for work chat, music player) off of my phone because i wanna be on it less

... i need to relearn how to draw. how do i start. i can draw basic hunab body and placements of things but how do i draw good eyes. how do i shade. how will i re-learn this? what am i doing? im feeling a bit helpless. and like i lost over a decade of skills

2026. I will draw, even if it’s bad. I will draw, even if it’s challenging. I will draw, even if it’s been done before. I will draw, even if it’s imperfect. I will draw, even if someone else is better. I will draw, even if I have much to learn. I will draw because it’s fun. Because I’m human.

3rd day back at work shaking uncontrollably, scared to even open my mouth around certain coworkers actively thinking about suicide don't know if that's a good sign lol