Ji'hyn ΘΔ 🐺
@jihyn.celestis.systems
A Can'ir! #Furry, Linux Server Toucher, #FFXIV dork, #Writer, #Metal music enjoyer, #Otherkin, #Queer and #Pagan - May boost tagged/flagged NSFW 🔞 Agender. She/They Posts starting with 💻 are by Sudo, my Headmate (She/Her) <3 @diamantefangs.com
I love when fantasy series have a dude called something like Stephen the All-Seeing, Keeper of the Demon Sword, hero of the Volcano Age. But in some tiny village, he's known as Bees Steve, that weird guy who loves beekeeping. The more uppercase titles the legend has, the funnier the contrast is.
Officially on Sabbatical from CFz this year. Need headspace for a bit. This year has been A Shit and it's going to suck to 'miss' the 20th con but I think I've overtaxed myself and need to re-prioritise.
I was going to be like "oh no what have I done" But it's just marked a bunch of notifications unread for some reason.
I cannot express this any better.... the frustration is real
Well I got up early for nothing lmao Blood test for my T levels needs to be done ~9am and my test was booked in at 8. Cancelled and rebooked.... For October
big ol' thunderstorm in my area :D feels like it's shakin' meee
I'm so touch starved I think I'm considering a cuddle hook-up lmao
Current argument at work; 1: "Bolognese is a soup!" 2: "No! No It's not!" 1: "It's liquid and tomato and got bits in, it's like a chunky tomato soup" 2: "No!! On that definition then, Tea would be a soup!" 1: "Yes exactly!" 2: "NO!"
For some reason, I've got that Bristol City FC chant stuck in my head. "I can't read. I can't write. But that don' really ma'er, 'cuz I'm a bristol city fan, and I can drive a trac'or!"
okay I think I got back up-to-date on stuff. Laundry is pretty much done (Been wearing non-optimal legwear this weekend due to a lack of laundry being done) and my server and computers are up to date and my meds are refilled.. I just didn't cook but eh not much I can do this late.
CW: Mh (-) I don't really know how to describe how I'm feeling other than Wrong. Like.. deeply wrong.
I wonder if because it's so hot, why put the servers in the pool
CW: Not really horny but could be seen as horny, mostly just tired I think I just want to kept like a little pet so I don't have to worry about anything. Owner feeds me and takes care of me and has a cage open so I can go hide when I'm anxious. ._. I'm just so tired
On top of my executive dysfunction and my general depression going on, while I'm trying to work, I've got The Firm's "Star Trekkin'" in my head :vlpn_scream_aaaa: :vlpn_scream:
CW: Mh (-) I never know what to do when I wanna be like this. I just wanna weh and stuff a lot
CW: Mh (-) Still feeling like.. a lump, I guess. I just wanna lie and do nothing for like a month.
CW: Mh (-) Nothing seems fun any more and I can't keep my attention on anything for more than an hour and I can't bring myself to do anything and uuughhhh. I just want to sleep and sleep and sleep.
I also wanna do more furmeets but some of them are feeling like mini-cons and I'll admit I'm starting to get burned out with cons atm. Idk what I wanna do furry wise. I just wanna hang without a million zillion people around me at all times
Wishing I could have gone to CE but Fanfest wrecked me :(
CW: PH ( - ) Unsure if heat or generally unwell but my HR has been steady at 115~ for a couple of hours now, even 4 hours post-walk, and walking around the house, I just staggered backwards quite a lot because I went *super* light-headed.
wee woo government telling us what we already know (I live in an area where 3 wildfires have already happened)
Jeeze I wish I had an effective way to bind these sheets of paper together. The humble stapler:
